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2007-04-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm getting tired..tired of everything..tired of sch, tired of exams, tired of wad i'm doin in my life. i desperately need a environment change now!! right now! ok, maybe i'm not tired wif hanging out wif church mates, coz there's no pressure at all.

I juz wanna finish up my degree now, and be done wif it once and for all. sometimes, i wished i hadnt chose this path, maybe i should have stayed in Ngee Ann poly, maybe life would be more comfortable there. hai.. sch life is a total mess. work load is always alot, lots of tests and exams to study for...if any of u out there think i'm leading a very free life....u r half right, coz i'm a lazy boy and don do my stuff till the very last min, so it may seem to u i'm very free all the time.

My sch grades...one word to describe them, shameful...they totally suck. i'll probably do part time work and take another degree, a more concentrated one this time and make sure i do well.

TeamBuffalo. my sch soccer team. it's never easy to play wif older people. i feel the pressure. i love soccer, but this amount of committment i gotta put in for the team sometimes limits my social life. Trainings on tues, and matches on sats. my whole sat is practically gone... plus, i should never hav told the captain i was a defender. mistakes that i made in the past puts more pressure on me when i play now. the reason i opted to tell him i was a defender was becoz i thought i could be a first team player. but now, i screw things up even more..lack of confidence and mistakes sends me straight to the bench to be a bench warmer...i should hav confessed i was a midfielder, someone who likes going forward and create offence, then i could take on less speedy players. now dat i'm a defender, i take on strikers, which is worse.. my knee and foot injury affects my agility and clearance..and i dont hav the speed to catch defenders.. u may say a gd defender doesnt need alot of pace, but...i'm not a defender to begin wif.

Anyway..woke up at 1130 today, the weather was so darn gd for slping. called kaisong and he was still in bed, that proved the weather was really gd. haha. he came over to take bus wif me from my place to IMM to meet cong kai. guess wad we saw on our way to the bus-stop...salon girls..i don know why, but i juz feel comfortable wif them, it's as if i can confide in them.

Had lunch at some expensive Hong Kong eating house wif the both of them..damn it man, waste of money, serving was little and it costs so much already. walked around, shopped for clothes, bought them, and home-d after dat.

ok, no more to say for now...this post is long enough..haha.

2007-04-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's almost been a month since i blogged...cobwebs have formed, ants have built their nest and lizards have had their grandchildren.

Every week has been juz exams in sch, sometimes plus some assignments or projects. IT'S DAMN BORING AND STRESSFUL...not much social life, not much freedom, not much enjoyment, and LOTS OF WORRIES only every week, once a paper is done, gotta think abt when to start to studying for the next one, and how much time it'll take me, how much is there to study...the whole timetable sucks...only 2 weeks of break and have to start summer sch already.

Cant remember what happen over the past month.. it's been almost a month since i played for my UB team coz i was recovering from a foot injury...juz went i felt better and had a soccer match on the court wif the rest of the buffalo team, i fell stupidly and got myself even more injured...how dumb can i get? hai..i wont get much chances to represent the buffalos...and tmr we're suppose to play in front of the coach, my chance to try to impress but i'm out injured again.. it's %$^^$&$%#@# irritating. will have to wait another 1-2 weeks before i can fully recover.

Other than sch exams, sch projects, sch soccer team, my stupid fall, i cant really remember what happen, must be too stressed up dats why..haha.. time spent wif church frens are also gd, hmm, let me think whether i can remember.. went out of the days wif mel and her sch frens, studied wif congkai a few times which was quite productive, mm, studied wif kaisong yesterday and had a big dinner feast wif him, and and and many more events during march which i now cant recall.

TODAY....got back my 2 coms quiz..both 4/10...damn it..have to drop both of the quizzes..this means i must do well for the remaining quizzes....and also LAW TEST today...it wasnt too bad, but wasnt dat fantastic either..i brought my whole belt of smoke bombs and tried to smoke my way through...randomly citing cases from the textbk, and writing a whole lot of bullshit in a reasonably neat handwriting.

Met up wif geraldine at ikea for a hotdog before heading down to hp to get her laptop repaired. It's gonna take 3 days or more..lol..means she's gonna be bored to death at home. Went back to ikea again for dinner at the cafeteria and headed back home after dat.

On my way home, i saw the hot and pretty lady dat i sometimes meet at the bus stop in the morning when i got for my morning classes, and since i'm free tonight, i decided to stalk and see whether she lives up the moutain like i do or stay at the foot of the mountain.. And as i was stalking her, i kept chanting in my heart " up, up, up".....haha..and true enough she lives on the mountain top..wohoo! next step would be to find out more abt her, of coz, in my own special method. There're another 2 ladies who r also pretty and hot and it's also time to find out where they live...wahahhaha...dats what i love abt morning classes...u get to meet all the gorgeous ladies at the bus stop! :D

2007-03-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

Some times things go our way, sometimes things do not.. Law exam on wed wasnt gd AGAIN. Got back my Ntr and MGO results, MGO wasnt the best, but still acceptable, NTR needs a little brushing up but overall wasnt too disappointed wif them.

Went over to ben's place to do Native Sun project on thursday and sat around for awhile. FRIDAY WAS AN EXCELLENT DAY! FINALLY WENT BACK TO AIA FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 3 MONTHS!! OMGOSH, I MISS EVERYONE THERE! it felt really gd to see everyone once again. The most important thing was to see Joyce again, the lady who's giving me alot of hopes if i join her. i'm allowed to follow her to meet cilents and at the same time learn from her, and when she retires, she wants to pass me all her cilents!! but..all these will hav to wait for after army. i'm glad she really puts so much hope in me.

That, was highlight number 1 for yesterday. Second highlight was...KAROL and ZHENLIN..geez, i miss those 2 pretty secretaries alot too! i cant get to see them as frequent as ever :(

oh, btw, cong kai's working in my place now, hope he does as well and gives his best for joyce and sheila. Ks, came over too and me, him, cong kai, and the 2 beauties had dinner together at......some HK eating place at cine..cant remember the name, hahaha. We had a great time, and it was a really gd chance for me to catch up wif them, haha.

TODAY!!....DAMN MANCHESTER UNITED!! liverpool outplayed them and they still managed to pull off a victory. i was so frustrated dat i stormed off and went straight home. Sry, yy, ck and ks dat i dint say bye whn i left...was fucking unhappy wif the scoreline. argh!!!!!!!

2007-02-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

Life is getting tough..i failed MGS exam and i failed law test..not by a bit but they were bad failures, hai. luckily i worked harder for NTR and MGO and managed to feel better after both exams last last week. Mm, had one week holiday during the chinese new yr week and i guess i squadered it away like how i always squander away my holidays. nth productive done, nth meaningful...

Oh, i collected $300 worth of red packet money..it's not dat much but it's reasonable. I SHALL CONTRIBUTE ONE TENTH OF IT TO THE CHURCH BUILDING FUND. ARENT I A GD BOY? HAHA.. and take out 20 dollars for self consumption and put the rest in the bank.

After that one week of break, i realised i got tons and tons of sch work to be done. i'm so damn screwed. i rushed my com 217 paper which was finally handed in yesterday, i've got the stinking Law Exam tmr, MGO project which i havent touched which needs to be completed by thursday night and NTR lab work due on Friday. ARGH!! i'm so stressed up! and it's all my own fault for procrastinating..argh!!!!!

Today was....a better day. at least i studied quite a bit. Woke up in the morning and headed to sch to study wif ben and john in the library. It's gd to study wif frens, they can help u clarify ur doubts. SO WE STUDIED FROM 11 IN THE MORNING TILL 8PM IN THE NIGHT!! omgosh, i cant believe i lasted till 8pm. but by 8, i was totally knocked out, my brain couldnt take all the law crap anymore, so time to go home..

Juz when i thought my day was all over and it was time to retire...I SAW TRACY ALL BY HER LONESOME SELF IN THE SALON. so i decided to pop by to say hi. So i said hi, watch some tv, watch her count her plentiful money, watch her sweep the floor, wanted to help but she said it was alright.. dan she asked whether i had my dinner yet, and a sudden thought came to my mind.. I CAN HAV DINNER WIF HER...cool stuff.. she wanted to go queensway mac to hav dinner..darn it! i'm so so so tired and she don wanna hav dinner at the hawker center..so we took a long and slow walk all the way to queensway. I SO LOVE MAKING FRENS WIF OLDER LADIES..wad's more, she's married wif a 3 yr old kid..If she was 15 yrs younger, i certainly would go for her, she's such a nice nice lady. Hmm, she's 33 now, i think still can la...hahaha..anyway, tried some tricks while walking, tried some tricks over the dining table but, my eyes r kinda tired, so not much magic shown tonight..haha..i'll try harder if any other opportunity comes along :P wahaha!

2007-02-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

This semester of sch certainly sucks badly..everything is bad except for the timetable. Even though i don need to go to sch on tues and thurs, and spend abt only 3 hrs each on mon, wed and fri...there's online modules to disturb me!! argh!! hav to watch lecture videos, hav to ownself print the slides and all dat stuff..sometimes i wished they werent online modules. i'm extremyl ill disciplined, my consistency of studying is 0, no consistency at all. i can be hardworking for 3 days and slack off for 1 whole freaking month!

My memory's getting bad also.. i cant remember things as well as i could. For eg. right now!! i'm trying extremly hard to recall the past week's events. Hmm, i remember i was very very sick last fri, sat and sun.. monday i skipped sch. tue no sch, wed had business law test, thurs no sch and fri normal day at sch..did i go out during any of those days? damn it..i cant remember!

Soccer on sat for my uni team was a disaster for me..i played in central defence and i screwed up the moment the opponents attacked..a long ball came, i hesitate and waited for the ball to bounce..the indian striker outpaced, out muscled me and scored..&&^$^#*%$&$...i juz came off the bench and i had to suffer such a bad bad start..i feel so so so bad coz we were 1-0 up. The rest of my participation wasnt impactful either. I FELL ON MY TAILBONE..and couldnt get up for abt 2 mins. i got terrorized by the pacy and skillful strikers and my little boy confidence in the team was totally shaken. However, it's a gd experience to play wif older ppl. u learn alot and ''feel'' alot. i hope i'll do better for the next match.

Back to irritatin sch..this week's really bad. MGS exam, 2 coms tests, 1 EQS test, NTR and MGO exam.. screwed today's MGS exam already..hoping for the best for NTR and MGO on friday.

perhaps i should move on?

2007-02-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

It's been long time since i blogged.. so let me slowly recall wad happen durin the past week. Hmm, nth very eventful for last week's weekdays coz i cant remember! haha..but i made my debut for my sch soccer team on sat morning! i came on as a substitute abt 10-15 mins before the first half ended, playing at the left back position and requested for a sub out 15 mins before the full game ended. hai, same thing again, stamina problem.. we lost 1-0 to the opposition but it's ok la, all the games now r friendly matches, we havent entered the league games yet, so i got some more time to work on my fitness.

Went home after the match, rested a while before meeting up wif ben chen and my other church frens to watch singapore and malaysia match. the match ended at 1-1 and it went into extra time and eventually the winner had to be decided through penalties..wahahha..malaysia lost!! i love watching matches at the stadium, the atmosphere is super super high and gd. my fav part was when singapore equalise and the part when we won it. the roaring of the fans was super loud!

This week's ok so far. Went to ben's house on monday to do work and paly ping pong. Ck came over yesterday to do work, play dota, go queensway, and hang out at my place. Mm, and yesterday!! Singapore and Thailand match! We reached the stadium at abt 5 plus to get the best seats! the sun was super hot but it paid off as we could choose wherever we wanted to sit. The match was quite interesting with both sides going close a few times but the thai players went down too easily and the singapore crowd was booing them. To hell wif them man, play like girls...We punished them wif a goal and again, the stadium roared. i so love it when singapore scores.. The girls equalised a few mins into the second half. darn them.. Singapore had a penalty claim and the referee gave it to us. the cheers were loud, but the thai players were unhappy wif the decision and walked out of the pitch for 15 mins..screw them! throughout the 15 mins, singapore fans were all cursing and swearing.. :D nice scene..haha..

Eventually,we got the penalty and the roars were even louder dan when we scored the first goal..thai fans were bombarded throughout the whole match and i can see the worst for singapore fans who r travelling to thailand this sunday to watch the second leg of the finals. Anyway, i hope singapore will do well and clinch the trophy for the second time in a row :)

Hai, abt my sch life. i hav nth much to say except dat i don really like online modules. Not goin to sch makes me lazier and so i don watch my online lectures, don check the sch portal often. Everything is just sucky..i want to end my course soon. i need a break from studies..

pls...don leave me

2007-01-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went for a 9am to 10am class this morning. Nth was taught and i was feeling a little tired from a late night so i went home after dat, skipping COM217 lecture in the afternoon. Thanks Ben for fetching me to clementi! save me travelling time and one trip. Went home for lunch and napped for a while before meeting Ben again at 4 to take a walk around queensway. Saw some nice stuff, but we couldnt buy today, and it's the same old reason..not enough money..haha. Met John and his gf at kap for a small meal dan went for toastmasters! As usual, toastmasters meeting is always fun! haha. don wanna elaborate too much, i cant think of how to organize it.

Hmm, since this post is so short, i shall briefly recall wad happen during the weekend. Sat, Sat, Sat, i'm trying super hard to think abt wad i did....ok, i remember. i woke up late as usual, studied a while, napped after lunch, woke up, study a short while, dan went to queensway to meet yy, ervine and ck! Ck bought some stuff, while me and yy juz watch on. Went over to ck's place to study for a short while before we ordered KFC! it's so nice to feast wif ur brothers, the feeling's great. haha. Watched liverpool match in the night wif them..and they won noob chelsea 2-0! wahaha! go home noobs!

Sunday was so-s0. Got a kick start to a new stage of my life. i hope it's gonna be interesting and learn much more abt God's word. Had lunch at BK dan went to queensway to walk walk..

i realised i'm goin to queensway everyday! Sat, Sun, and Today! and i'm goin again on wed i think.haha

Tmr is stay home day! no sch at all..gonna try to study and at the same time do some exercise to get back fitness! Ben asked me to join SIM-UB soccer team, but i know im' not dat ready yet. Stamina problem, and prone to injuries.. it's so irritating to get a fresh injury every match. So, i will train up a bit, stay free from injuries and see whether i can force my way into the team..

K, that's all for this post, it's long enough :)

I really really adore u
I wished u could be in my arms
I need u, i want u...

2007-01-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

No need to go to sch on tues and thurs for this semester! aint that great?! got more free time again! haha..but the work load's gonna be really heavy. Projects, tests, exams, assignments for every module. Gotta spend lots of time on studies this sem even though i don go to sch very often. It's alot of self study. really gotta be super discipline and self motivated.. i need to do well this sem! my dad's offering $50 for every B i get, $100 for every A. i want to do well!!!

After class today, met up wif ck, ks, winston and hong en to watch Singapore vs Indonesia match at national stadium. it was a gd match, but singapore clearly couldnt hold the ball for long. Indo came quite close a few times and were unlucky not to get the goals. but too bad for them, we sent them packing!!

Back to sch stuff...i'm feeling the pressure, i'm feeling the heaviness, i'm feeling the stress..and it's only day 3!

ok, till here, i'm having a bad headache..

2007-01-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

Sch's starting on monday, and for the first time, i wished i was having sch. This whole week has been terribly boring for me.. everyone's in sch already, everyone's occupied wif smth at least, everyone...except me! i slp at abt 2-3am in the night and wake up close to 1 every day. Dan i would hav my lunch, use com for a while, watch tv throughout the late afternoon and use com and watch tv again in the night till 2,3 am. This kind of life... is fun for a couple of days...but not close to 10 days or smth! it sucks!

While i'm typing now, i'm trying extremely hard to remember wad i did after toastmasters on monday night..haha.. if i remembered correctly, tue i did nth except staying at home...wed morning i had a soccer match wif my SIM frens. i realised my physique is getting worse, i better exercise more often. i got kicked in my knee and stomped really badly on my right foot! if i recall which nut did it...i'm gonna skin him! Wednesday afternoon was spent resting at home coz i was super tired after match and thursday was also another day at home doing theory hw and slacking around. FRIDAY! omg, finally get out of the house and face the world. met up wif mel, peiling to get peiling's expensive wallet, walked around for a while before meeting ks and having lunch at pizza hut in Jurong Point. Thanks Ks for paying for the garlic bread and that other plate of food! when i hav money, it'll be my treat.. hahaha.. Went peiling's place to hang around and do nth for the afternoon before heading home feeling tired as usual..

Today, hmm, same thing, i woke up at noon. Nth very surprising i guess. Had my lunch, went to church to waste time and had qing nian tuan qi in the night!! I REALLY REALLY MISS MY DAYS IN SHAO TUAN! it was so fun, so relaxing...now, it's so much more holy, more serious, it's the adult world i am in.. i wish everyone from shao tuan was wif me.. but i guess we hav to move on in life and there'll be an end to everything someday..

Mind's getting blocked abt wad else to blog.. perhaps i should stop, it's getting a little late and the gd boy's gonna tuck in soon! :D

2007-01-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy! so happy today! i won my first best speaker award in Toastmasters! first atempt, first blood! wahahaha. Now for my thank u speech: "i wanna thank all those who voted for me, and i'm honored to bring joy and laughter to everyone! continue voting for me! thank u thank u!!"

When God walks wif u daily, u can feel him, and i really want to thank God for last night and today. Shant elaborate at all wad happen coz it's kinda confidential but pray to God and trust that he'll do his job. Don doubt, since u wanna put ur trust in him. i really hope God will see me through this particular ''thing'' for now, and grant me wad is needed for me to succeed. :)

Now, back to my ''havent start sch days''. It's so so boring!! everyone's in sch and everyone's busy but i'm not!! No one to go out wif and no one to talk to!! i feel like a lonely old man in the old folk's home, especially in the mornings and early afternoons. i dunno wad i'm gonna do the whole of tmr, hai.. but at least wed i'll hav soccer match wif the juniors in sch, haha, not exactly juniors in terms of age coz i'm the youngest, but juniors in the sense that i'm in 2nd yr and the opponents r freshmen.

On the whole, i'll be freaking bored and lonely these few days!! someone pls ask me out or smth..

2006-12-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been tiring.. tiring becoz of walking around in shopping centres and not anything else. haha..

I was a gd boy on monday, no shopping, no hanging around but instead visited my auntie becoz she juz finished her operation. After dat, went back to sch to hav my dinner and attend toastmasters chapter meeting. i really want the best speaker award..i know i can do it..and i will when i finally do my first project. I'll let all the other toastmasters know my power! wahahaha.. i wanna win all the awards i can win in SIM toastmasters!!

Tuesday was a gd day. My family and isaac's family met up to play badminton at toa payoh hub. Ck came over too for some exercise. i realise my badminton skill has been getting worse over the years. i really need more practice. and my stamina! jialut man, i really need to do smth abt it. haha.. Went shopping around toa payoh central for a few hours after dat wif everyone else except ck who needed to rush back for his dance practice. bought a pair of jeans from S&K for $3, a belt also from there for $10 and a $5 t shirt from some clearance sale shop. wanted to get more but i guess it's enough for a day. very tired after badminton and many hrs walking around toa payoh..

Wed was another gd boy day. only went to church for camp com meeting and watched the rehersal at night wif melissa and ervine. i feel my camp grp's kinda sucky, i'm wif many ppl whom i know i cant get the maximum fun wif. wanted a change but ppl in power wouldnt allow. they can change among themselves but i hav no say in anything. i guess i hav to make do wif this and try to do my best wif wadever i'm given. only consolation is i'm in logistics and wont hav too much time wif my grp and i'm doin MC for campfire night wif brandon. it's my last chance working wif him in shao tuan and i hope everything turns out really well

Today's another tiring day. Met up wif peiling and melissa at bugis junction to shop.. ervine came along after dat. A converse bag and a converse shoe caught mine eye. it also caught peiling and mel's eyes..haha..the bag's really cheap and nice. i wish my mum would give me more money to get it. but the shoe is more important, i need a shoe right now. crossed over to bugis street whereby the girls bought some stuff and me and ervine juz walk walk see see. i wanted to get some shirts but they cost 20 plus dollars and the material isnt that gd so nvm la.. went to OG for a while and headed down to Marina Square to continue shopping. Wanted so so much to get the polo T from ip zone! darn..the green color stripe polo T has no L size!! every outlet dat i go to has no size.. argh!! so irritating. hesitated to get the S&K brown jacket when i was at marina, and i kinda regretted..haha...but i amended it when i went IMM after dat. bought the brown jacket from the IMM outlet and got another 2 shirts from hang ten.

i think im' over spending, 3 shirts from Johor costing abt singapore $70, street soccer boots another $72, S&K jeans for $39, S&K belt for $10, S&K jacket for $24, 2 hang ten shirts for $24. damn broke, i hope someone can get me the ip zone green stripe polo T for me..L size one..haha.

Feeling really tired now..need to rest and continue my hunt for more clothes tmr! tmr will be queensway, toa payah again to get smth and to town for more shopping, dinner and to watch the dance performance!! :)

2006-12-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's been a tiring week ever since the end of my last paper and sch on monday night. Finance paper on monday night was again bad for me. Me and Finance, totally cant be frens wif each other. Came home, packed my bag and slept till abt 6.30am the next morning before heading to Johor for a short holiday with my family,brandon, isaac and wen xin's family.

We met up for breakfast and set off for JB after dat. The three days in JB was quite good. Good meals, good weather, good time playing cards with the rest, good hotels, sufficent rests, pool, snooker, bowling, shopping, beautiful malaysian girls, cheap stuff for most places, all except swimming for the guys. We missed the chance of swimming and tanning and enjoying pool side fantasies. Darn.. but..we made it up by having a good time at shopping centres :) i bought a new pair of street soccer shoes and a few shirts over those days. Shirts in JB shopping centres arent that cheap actually, the pricing's juz slightly lower dan singapore's but footwear is really cheap. u can get footwear up to 20, 30 cheaper over there. The girls bought many cheap clothes there while we guys cant find many cheap clothes.. In short, i think it was a great trip for us to bond further coz we all had a great time and i'm sure of that..haha.

Came back to slp for one night of sleeping alone before heading down to St wilfred's for soccer match yesterday. The sun was freaking hot i got the dizzy spell after the first game. Luckily, it didnt bug me for too long and i was able to play on. But playing on may not be such a gd idea after all. i scored and own goal from one opposition corner kick and made some terrible terrible errors. i was the cause of some goals and there was once i clear the ball too low and it fell to yuhan's path. any ball dat drops to his feet and no marker near him means danger. he took a long thunderous shot and it went it. It my first time committing so many errors, so i guess playing the defender role aint that easy as i thought. It's less tiring, but when goals r let it becoz of u, u'll feel guilty.

Went home after the match, while the rest, 7 of them checked into The Gallery to spend the night there. Isaac and brandon came over to stay over to reduce inconvenience of travelling.

Today's training was ok, it wasnt as tiring as i thought but yesterday's tireness was evident as every one wasnt at their best. We trained for an hr plus, played a short match among ourselves, watched other ppl play and headed to hotel for some wash up. Had lunch at Great World and dragged my tired, burnt out and over heated body home.

Church servive tmr and movie at vivo city wif brandon, my brother, sister and amenda. gotta use the discounted movie tickets that my mum gave... dat's all for today's post, more to come over the week ahead :)

2006-12-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm back!! to blog abt my sucky study life.. i totally screwed this semester.. i always wait till the last min to study, wait till the last min to do my work, skip classes as and when i like it and don pay much attention in class. Thus, this results in my pathetic plight today. i deserved this suffering of mine. Bad grades for tests, exams, projects and everything that has got to do wif this semester's modules.

It's the end of the year, and maybe i juz cant study well coz i see most of my frens enjoying already.. but it's no excuse i know. haiya..i just gotta work much harder when the new sem starts next yr. whatever damn modules i'm taking next sem, i swear i'll work hard from now on. And no surprise, today's sociology paper wasnt gd for me even though i know it was meant to be quite ok. i really feel like giving up for finance.. 23 chapters!! and 35 modules of moneyskill to do!! till today, i only revised 7 of 23 chapters and done 17 of 35 moneyskill modules. so here's my plan for tonight. finish revising nutrition one round, do 1 or 2 modules of moneyskill and revise 1 chapter of finance. And for tmr, do 2 modules of moneyskills, revise hard for nutrition exam which is on friday.

why cant everyone juz live in harmony?
give in more, bear less grudges.
we're all brothers and sisters,
why should we talk behind one another's back?
shouldnt we be honest with each other in a nice manner?

i know i'm not invloved and am juz a bystander,
but i cant stand the sight of this dumbness.

2006-11-27T12:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of my happiest days for soccer. i finally scored for qcmc, the goal dat i always wanted, the goal dat i was longing for... my first qcmc goal in a competition.

We played 4 quarters each consisting of 20 mins.. and everyone looked dejected and down when we let in 2 goals in the first quarter. But..our supporters started arriving and things changed.. yuhan gave us some glimse of hope when he struck a freekick far out from the right side and it sailed over the keepers. at the second quarter break, we knew the equalizer will come soon.. and true enough yuhan lob his shot over the keeper once again, sending everyone on the pitch and off the pitch wild. and then, my best chance of the game came..ervine did a beautiful true pass for yuhan to latch on and he flew down the left flank into the centre, beating defenders chasing him and could score the goal wif only the keeper to beat...but.. he opted to flick it to an open space when i chased the ball like a dog and slotted it into the net. :) i was so so so happy.. i've been waiting for a goal since the first day we had the soccer team.

i think everyone did extremly well today. everyone showed their character on the pitch. winston made a couple of great saves. brandon had some gd runs down the right flank and made gd tackles, bryan was so ever gd in defence, winning back the ball most of the time, tuck was superb despite being small size, his clearances and tackles saved us many times. enshao was fiercer in tackles, my brother was fooling many wif his dribbles.. ck led by example as being the oldest. he ran for almost every ball, made many nice tackles, burst from right, left flank and through the middle. it almost seemed that his stamina was unlimited. ervine came late, but his true pass was the start of the winning goal. ks made less costly errors, and looked more steady this time. darren threaten wif his pace and yuhan showed why he's the best player on the team, pace, stamina, tackling, attacking, the 2 goals and 1 setup. Lastly, i played striker for the first time and it was an unfamiliar role, so.. not the best of performances but the goal boosted my confidence alot..

And also, thanks for all who came down.. especially the girls. mab, geri, mel, yunxing, jolene, eudora, peiling.. the screams, the yells, the cheers from the byline were clearly heard..dats why we won it.. haha..

went back to church, had dinner, chatted, had supper and homed. very tiring day, but it was satisfying. :))

2006-11-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

The past 3 days were all play and no work. and i'm starting to worry for myself. i cant seem to get any motivation to study at all.

Anyway, watched Step Up after sch on Monday wif mab, jolene, ks and geri. It was a gd movie! before the movie, i got back my test result for sociology. And again, it wasnt fantastic. 69/100.. though a little improvement from the previous 2 tests, the improvement is far too little and there's no more chances to pull up my marks except for the final exam, which i know i'm gonna screw up coz i'm not studying. :( had dinner at westmall, and played hide and seek for a while around the shopping centre before heading home.

Tuesday was wen xin's birthday. i didnt want to be late, but i juz couldnt wake up. haha. but when i got to JEC, only a few had arrived, so i guess i'm not dat bad after all. Her mum bought mac for all of us, paid for our ice skating time also. it must hav cost a bomb.. if i'm not wrong, there were abt 10 of us for lunch and ice skating. super expensive. ice skating was fun! i havent ice skated for more dan a yr, so it was a gd chance to get back a little touch. And, i wanna ice skate more often! it's such a beautiful skill to pick up and further improve.

Went to east coast for cycling after ice skating. Ervine, ck and me cycled from one end to almost the other and back again. it was a gd warm up for our thigh and calf muscles as there's soccer match on sun! Had dinner at wen xin's place and hang out for a while before heading home.

Yesterday was BBQ!! it was gd on one hand and bad on another. Met up wif mab, geri, and ks at abt 1 plus to go buy the food stuff. took a couple of pics on the way to Holland Village Cold Storage..i'm finally less camera shy. i mean it's getting better but there's still room for improvement. haha.. bought some stuff but in the end realised we were missing quite a lot of things. Not enough chips, not enough drinks, no charcoal, no firestarters, no lighter, no soy sauce, flour for seasoning chicken wings, butter not enough also i think, so basically not enough food. lol.

Played soccer at the court, wif ks, ck, ervine, enshao, jolene, mab, geri, ks's dad and a couple of small kids. i can feel the improvement of partnership wif ck.. and i hope it'll pay off this sun when we take on fairfield church. after soccer, me, ervine, ks, jolene and mab played ''zhong ji mi ma'' by the pool. and anything can happen when ur by the pool. mab got tossed it by the 3 of us. someone should hav video it down, the swing and the landing into the water was beautiful.

The 3 of us took turns ''flying'' into the pool and some jackass complained to the guard abt us. but who cares? we continued doin it. oh, thank u jolene, geri and enshao for making us dinner though we did not hav the sufficent resources. u guys did a great job. :) sat around, talk talk, do some quieter nonsense rather dan flying into the pool dan headed home around 11.30 coz my mum did allow me to stay. hai, but it's ok la..be a gd boy now dan can hav more freedom in future. haha

2006-11-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and today were juz go out, have fun, come home, use com, slp..

Went back to office to do some urgent stuff till abt 1 plus and headed to ks house to meet mab and geri.. went for lunch opposite queens and brandon joined us after dat for lunch and pool.. mab and geri r becoming better and better! haha..i think i did a fine job in teaching them. went back to ks's house for soccer. and mab's got talent in soccer too! she can shield the ball very well and rob balls from us too! so..i conclude she can be a holding midfielder!!

today, was a mixture of gd and bad. enshao got terribly angry wif me over her.. i hope he gets things right, the way i treat her and all dat..And i think today's the first time so many guys and girls went town together. Me, ck, yy, ervine, ks, my brother, brandon, mab, geri, jolene, min jie, peiling.. we had a great time but i shant elaborate too much! too lazy to do so. haha.. but in short, it consisted of walking around, daytona, pool, and another game which i don know the name

Went back to church wif jolene and min jie goin home. i left my papers in minjie's bag and my bible in jolene's bag! lucky peiling still around, the hard disk and mel's present was wif her. dinner and soccer wif some of them. the girls are improving by leaps and bounds..damn amazing. haha

And lastly..THANKS MELISSA FOR THE PRESENT!! stop worryin dat i don like it!!

2006-11-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Record waking up time this morning. 7.45 am!! first time in 2 weeks dat i wake up before 830 i think. Went for Nutrition class finally after 2 weeks, and as usual i barely paid any attention. Instead, i was dozing off, making up for my lack of slp. had to prepare for interview after nutrition class.. and i know i could do it and i was confident abt it...but..i dint research on the company, brand and product!!! damn!!!

The interview went quite smoothly but kaiyan really screwed me up big time. he kept asking abt the company, brand and product and i was stuttering a little and the lecturer could tell. hai, wad a waste, if only i had done every part of my hw, the interview would hav been perfect.

Ck and ks asked me out, but i was too busy to reply them during the early afternoon coz i was busy wif preparing for interview and goin through it. And when i finally settled down and had class, candice asked me out so i agreed. haha.. not dat i would rather go out wif a girl, but i juz dint reply both of them at dat time :P lol, i also don know how to explain myself.

So, met candice at clementi before heading to SAFFRA to play pool!! i was in top form today! wahaha..and i believed she's amazed too! haha.. coz she's a first timer..and i taught her well..she was quite ok for a first timer.. which in turn shows dat i'm a patient and nice teacher! :) Dinner at bukit merah central after pool..gosh, i havent been there for ages.. some shops hav changed and some remained.. the feeling was juz like returning to an old home. oh, a few days ago candice told her ex-bf dat i was her bf now. and seeing how powerful i can get in pool, i guessed she told him. and now he wants a match :)) i love taking on disrespectful youngsters who call me boy..haha..so bring it on punkhead, i'll be waiting! :D

Met up wif mab and geri after dat at ikea for ice cream and a walk around ikea. i think mab doesnt come ikea often..she seems really amused at some stuff..haha..and we saw pictures of cute ducks!! mab!! we're gonna get it the next time we go there! :)

It's been a long long day.. gonna shower and chat online now, so today's story shall end here.. :)

2006-11-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

No sch today! i am so enjoying this yr end. From the end of Applied Econs till now i've been super slack. Dint really study much. all i do is to hav fun and more fun and today was juz another day of fun.

Woke up terribly late once again. It's becoming my lifestyle already. and therefore, breakfast and lunch together. watched a little of boring afternoon tv after dat before heading to church to meet ck, yy, mab and geri. me and ck went to the room to do our work while the rest played NFS at the pantry while waiting for ks and jolene to come for dinner. ervine and issac came after dat.

After dinner all the nonsense started. Me and ks played soccer against mab, geri, jolene and wen xin. it was a little tiring but it was sure fun! haha, so fun until we made so much noise dat yy's mum came in to chase us downstairs. haha, but so wad we got chased out, we continued our fun downstairs.. soccer, playing monkey, practising the skit and playing polar bear..haha.. such a tiring night but it was a gd way to relax.

But but but..i've been relaxing way too long and way too much.. gotta start revising a little for final exams in dec because the rest of nov will be fun and more fun.

Too lazy to blog now, it's hard to piece everything up for today..haha..so till here. bye.

2006-11-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today was quite eventful.. had xiao zhu tian di for youth grp this morning.. though the games werent fantastic, i enjoyed everyone's presense.. it makes u feel really close to ur church frens, in fact i should call them brothers and sisters.

After service we went BTP for pool and a short while of foosball. Recently, my pool has been a disaster. I lost 3 games in a row today..i guess it's probably out of touch, i believe i'll get it back. oh, and i came back from 7 balls down when i palyed wif ernest.. in the end it was both of us to fight for the black ball, and i somehow missed a beginner shot and gave him the easy win.. and mab's improving bit by bit, so by the time she reaches 16, she will be a pro. haha.

Went back to church to practice for third service wif ervine and ck. In the end, i felt we did it well!! yay! my debut ended off wif praises..haha.. i'm so so glad..

Lastly, not forgetting to thank those who signed and wrote wishes on my 2 birthday cards! haha. and i forgot to thank ernest for the snooker treat on my birthday last week..thanks bro.. :)

2006-11-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today was really a wonderful day.. actually, the past few days hav all been really great dats, not the side which involves studies, but my life instead.

Thanks Jillian for the 3 presents yesterday! i really appreciated it! so don say dat i don like it!

Met up wif Mab and Geri this morning at clementi Mac to hav breakfast. Lucky i dint rush dat much, coz they were late..haha.. oh, mab broke her slippers somehow and she had to walk like a cripple-tard for a couple of moments. haha..in the end she settle for a $5 slipper!! and it's exactly same as mine!! so cool!! haha, and it's becoz i broke my slippers and walked like a cripple-tard last time too and i chance upon this pair of cheap slippers.

After clememti, we were suppose to go ck's house but shu liang and jasper wanted to buy centipedes for me for my birthday present. while waiting, mab pull my finger and arm hair!! darn, it wasnt painful but it was nervy. and geri tried to attack my forested legs..haha.. ok, it sounds sick, shant continue.

So when shu liang and jasper came, they told me the shop wasnt dat nearby and needed to take bus there, so i ask the girls to go ck's house first while i go get my babies. Boy, those babies sure are dangerous looking, thus i got a big container for them to live in.

Practice at ck's house was alright but i'm still worried for tmr night's real playing..it's mine first time doing the lead, i'm super super nervous. YY helped me complete a little of NFS and mab got her first attempt on CS wif geri. and u ppl know the rest of the story when mab gets her first attempt on smth like CS. haha.

Went for dinner wif my family and relatives after dat at SAFFRA. And i saw Sarah! havent met her for 3 yrs already. she was working as a waitress at the restaurant dat i was having dinner at. she paced up and down many times but i guessed she couldnt recognize me coz firstly i was her junior in red cross and we aint dat close so probably she forgotten who i am. However after dinner, i took the courage to walk up to her and leave her a small slip of paper dat said: " hi, if ur sarah, do drop me a msg at 98637636. i'm elton (ex-faisian)". i'm so brave! i would never do this kind of this in the past..haha..

2006-11-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

Once again, 2 more great days.. the past 1 week plus or 2 weeks has been very very good :)

Lesson was normal yesterday, and i went home to slp for a while before heading back to sch for Toastmasters. And it was great!! really enjoyed the whole evening of Toastmasters. I was called up for Table Topics, and it was really unexpected, so i dint talk dat much, but i believe even though it was a little short, it was kinda of ok for a new member. I WANT TO DO MORE TABLE TOPICS AND PROJECTS FOR TOASTMASTERS!! it's so fun to stand up there and talk.

Today was a total relax day. woke up late. met up wif ck, yy and enshao at church before meeting mab at Westmall for dinner. On our way there, we met Beatrice..which turned out to be gd for me.. she's guilty for not remember my birthday..wahaha..and eventually gave me a treat at Sakae Sushi.. dint eat too much coz it was her treat, don wanna burn a girl's pocket..it's nv gd to do so, one will get his retribution. Stupid Bea left half way during dinner, coz she had to go home to study for her A levels.. but anyway.. THANK U BEATRICE FOR THE DINNER!!! REALLY APPRECIATED IT ALOT.

Headed to the driving center next to register for my theory lessons. Finally, finally, finally, i can learn driving.. i almost failed the eye check coz my left eye was damn too weak.. lucky i pleaded wif the pretty girl to give me another chance..and by the stroke of luck, i made it through.. oh, i realised that there were a few pretty girls at the counters..haha.. took 61 back from batok interchange and when i reached queensway..i saw rachael wif her boyfren at the traffic light.. darn it..pretty girls wif handsome guys.. hopeless guys like me, either end up wif hopeless girls or will hav little or no luck in relationships..

Lastly, i shall not forget those who accompanied me to register for driving. Thank u ck, yy, mab and enshao!! thanks for ur precious time! haha :)

2006-11-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and today were great days!! :) i finally turned 18 yesterday!! This means, legal buying of drink, pubbing, clubbing, M-18 movies and driving!!

Went for buffet lunch at Sakura wif my family to start off the day.. i think the oysters and mussels gave me a little trouble wif my stomach, but overall i'm fine..birthday luck wif me.. i ate so so much during the buffet dat i all i wanted to do was to slp after dat.. so i went home to slp for a while, woke up to bathe and change before goin out to meet Ck, yy, yuhan, ks, my bro, mab and geri.. ah ling couldnt come due to some personal reasons, but it's ok, i'm still getting present from her.. the guys bought me a shirt and a packet of '' strawberry flavor'' thing..haha.. thank u my brothers!!

We pooled for a while.. and dinner was nice..not exactly the food but times we spent talking abt anything under the sun..soccer, army, uni, the future, and other cocked up stuff.. and i think we got the girls interested in soccer, haha.. went to the arcade after dat.. screw daytona man.. me and ks lost to geri and mab..dat's so damn disgraceful. we were focusing so much on crashing geri's car dat we screwed up oursevles...and let mab catch up bit by bit!! mab! i'm gonna have my revenge!! raahh!!! went home to watch Behind Enemy Lines and chatted on the phone till abt 3.. the day was so tiring..but gd. :)

Went out wif the guys for pool and snooker today..somehow my birthday luck doesnt work on pool and snooker tables.. darn.. hanged out at ck's place for a while before goin to Cashew Heights to play soccer wif the guys.. and guess wad, birthday luck's back again!! scored quite a few goals today.. set up some for ck and made a few great saves when i play last man.. Ck's damn hot today..cant stop scoring.. and i feel my linkage wif him is getting better.. hope our partnership in centre mid can blossom even further :)) i juz need to work more on my stamina..hai..

oh and not forgetting all those who wished me yesterday and today!! it's mine first time in my life wif so so so many ppl wishing.. and thanks for the card from my church frens, letter from xiao xin, thank u brandon for the 2 wonderful bags of cookies, the shirt and ''packet'' from the guys..and also more to come from mab, mel and ling... and Mr Tan Shu Liang..haha

2006-10-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for 1 week and 3 days! new longest record.. i guess the main reason i dint do so is because the past week has been rather boring for me..dint go out, dint socialise, dint talk much to anyone, all i do is go sch and come home.. so boring.

Sociology test today wasnt gd at all as usual, got quite stuck at the mcq part.. and Nutrition test on friday..i suck at these 2 modules..it's gonna be another horrible week for me.. study study and study...

Probably the only consolation is that my birthday is this sat!! Finally turning 18, after waiting the whole yr round. gonna register for driving, maybe sign up for SIM toastmasters...and i can more things after i turn 18 :) I WANT PRESENTS!!! received 2 early ones so far..but it's not enough..I WANT MORE! i'm a greedy 18 to be.

2006-10-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

And so...friday finally arrived..i woke up early for nutrition class, did my career essays after class, handed it in to Mr Kamal Kant and went off to meet jasper and shu liang for lunch.. i really thank God for putting me in sec 3f and 4f..i got to know one bunch of bastard frens..but they're the craziest man, no matter wad mood i am in, they can make me laugh till i drop..

Went home for a short nap before i met up wif her..i never in my life prepared as much as this.
1. Hair as usual never gd, but i felt today was the best
2. Face. Prayed hard for my pimples to clear, and they went off...
3. Eyes. they manage to charm me..i should say, close to perfect. (many times of eye contact) :)
4. Mouth. clean and nice smile. haha
5. New spray. Great smell. '' wad perfume do u use''? :)
6. Dressing. '' nice top u got there'' :)

total preparation time: abt 40 mins...all time record

Met her at clementi and as usual, girls never fail to be late..haha.. one thing dat really failed me tonight was my damn tongue and my quick mind. i shouldnt hav napped! it caused me to be in a slight daze and of coz it affected my thoughts and all dat stuff... i tried using my eyes to make up for my loser tongue and retarded mind but it dint bring me far. Nth much, nth too special and funny was coming out from my mouth.

Walked around suntec area, and it was quiet..i dint expect it to be so quiet on a fri night.. she bought me dineer at Swiss Culture coz my birthday's coming soon! haha..now i know when to go out wif ppl..anyway, the food there was great..one of the best chicken wings i ate, the main course was gd too but i was getting a bit too full by then to fully enjoy it..Thanks for the wonderful dinner!! watched The Prestige after dinner..the place was cold..but i couldnt do anything..haha..

And so...thank u so much my tamed tongue and retarded mind...u were suppose to conquer the night wif ur talent..and yet, u got owned..

2006-10-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole of today at home..woke up extremely late as usual and wanted to do some sociology work to be passed up tmr which accounts for 20% of total grade...but instead, i wasted half the afternoon watching southpark and slept through the other half coz i grew sicker and sicker while watching..haha..and when i woke up, a stupid puffed up right eye juz made my evening..damn it.. i hope my body condition would be gd.. the past few nights have been really great..it's really nice talking to u, no matter wad mood i am in, u turn it around.. and thanks for all the sweet kisses, i know u wanted to share the flu virus wif me... fri's such a big day, it's gonna be first time out wif u..even though we met face to face only 2 times? haha...it's only tuesday, but i cant wait..really looking forward to this fri. wed and thurs! pls quickly pass..

And i'm apologize to those dat i'm suppose to meet up wif today..sry ck, yy, ervine and yuhan...my laziness got the better of me when i woke up and sickness filled me along the day..sry guys..

Gotta do my sociology work now, if not i'll be letting more ppl down..haha..
Birthday coming soon, i can finally register for driving, legally watch a new kind of movie, buy drinks legally too and will probably join SIM toastmasters.. :)

2006-10-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up damn early today..never woke up at this time for a long time already..haha..went breakfast wif ck, yy, ervine, and yuxuan, mab, apple and geri.. somehow, the girls didnt eat wif us, dint know where they went for their breakfast.. The girls wanted to walk back to church while we took a cab coz the weather was damn hot.. haha, lazy bunch of us..

Oh, apple came church today..i think she'll fit in really well in no time if she comes a few more times.. she's like melissa mabel geri dat kind..super high at times, noisy, talkative, and all dat..lol.. went Holland V for lunch, pooled and foosballed at bukit timah plaza...darn u all! how dare u ban me from playing?! i know it's a little imbalance coz i play almost everyday..but i wanna play too! the most i try to control my scoring spree next time! wahahahah... dan went to play soccer wif some outsiders in our shirt and jeans..super hot... and i'm so so happy! i can finally pump high balls again! thank u lord!! thank u so so much so salvaging my right foot! it's been 3 months!! and now finally it has recovered..next thing to work on would be both body and match fitness :)

AND PLS MY DEAR BROTHERS...DON QUARREL OVER SMALL MATTERS, TRY TO TALK THINGS NICELY, WE'RE ALL BROTHERS.. SO WE GOTTA STAY UNITED AND STRONG NO MATTER WAD!!! DON LET TINY THINGS COME IN BETWEEN ANY OF US..

Most likely attending SIM toastmasters tmr evening..i'm looking forward to it... wahahaha.. hehe.

2006-10-11T16:04:00.000+08:00

Finance mid term exam is this fri and i havent exactly started studying for it..7 chapters.. i have only today and tmr to complete them..

Went kap in the morning wif ks yesterday... apple and mabel met up wif us after their paper..we were slacking around, talking, eating seaweed which i really loved and finding out abt each other's '' funny part'' of the body. Mabel could twist her tongue and also cause a bone to pop out on her palm, whereas apple and i couldnt.. and both of us couldnt bend our pinkies without the help of our fourth finger.. but somehow, she managed to do so after a few hrs..gosh, issit some miracle or smth? a body part can change flexibility in juz a couple of hrs? when she showed me her finger could bend, i was totally shocked. haha, i don think i can ever bend my pinky no matter how i try :( Apple chua!! u lucky girl!!! grrr..i still cant bend my pinky after 24 hrs!!

So, yesterday i barely studied at kap..and when i got hm in the evening, i was too tired to study so the night was even worse, i dint even flip the bk..hai..

K, i gotta go try my best to study for finance now.. bye..

2006-10-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, finally, finally, went back to work today..it's been almost a month..the office was quiet this morning..i nv worked on a sat before, so it's kinda cool actually, hardly a soul around.. got the keys from the locker, sat at the desk with my 2 buddies, my toshiba laptop and my canon scanner..i missed them so much, haha.. anyway..the pile of documents i gotta scanned was terrible..so so so much (dats wad u get for not working for a month)

So i sat there, piece by piece..and listening to music on the laptop..there were quite a few nice songs, so i copied them to a folder so that i can transfer it over to my mp3 next time... and i dint expect joyce to come office today..lucky i was there, if not she would ring me up. i think she's really nice..always asking me abt my sch life, and whether i'm suppose to be paid..she really trusts me alot, she hands me wadever amt of money i ask for without bothering to look into my log bk. Aint dat cool? lol, but i don cheat her..she's my boss, it's only right to do my outmost best for her.

Went hm around 2 plus after doin lots of birthday cards too..slept through the rest of the afternoon and went for dinner wif my family at Toa Payah Sizzler...darn..i ate too too much..dat's one thing i dislike abt buffets..they're sinful, they make me bloat up alot..guess i need continue exercising to lose all dat crap..

Bought some T-shirts while walking around toa payah central..I WANNA GO SHOPPING!! my mum doesnt mind me buying..but i hav to get rid of some of my old clothing..isnt dat wonderful?! wahaha..i'm gonna start my shopping spree...

i want dat kiss! i want it!

2006-10-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hav been really slacky these few days. went over to ks's house together wif enshao yesterday. yuhan was suppose to come but didnt..anyway, when i reached there, enshao was playing Generals..the game music was loud and i told him to turn down..and as usual, there's always smth special coming out from his mouth..'' i like the music, loud then will hav more war feeling''.. smth like dat..and i cant argue wif him, coz it'll nv end..ks's mum cooked us porridge with luncheon meat, egg and some stew pork for lunch..we sat on the floor to eat, as if it were some campfire... Ck came over around 3 to play basketball and soccer wif us..drats! my stamina is getting from bad to worse..fast sprint a bit here and there, and tireness takes over..i think i really need alot of running to build stamina up again.

Skipped nutrition lecture this morning as i felt the bed would be a better choice. Ks came over to study and studied in my sch library when i was having my afternoon lecture. Went kap after dat to meet up wif mab and the rest..the girls today seem a little weird..they're kinda anti guys today..haha, but who cares? little girls r the hardest to understand..

K, i don think there's much to post abt these 2 days..nth really fun happened :p

one question for all readers...do nice, sweet and older girls trick younger dumb boys?

i wished wad u said to me will happen..
it'll be the best thing in my life..

2006-10-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! Applied Econs i over!! i'm so happy!! Went for the dumb sociology lecture today, dat dumb lady ended the class really early..i might as well don go for it at all..

Anyway, after sociology, went KAP to meet mabel, jasmine, ervine, ks, yuhan, enshao and geri. We were suppose to study there but in the end..as usual we made noise and all that crap.. we wasted time walking around in cold storage, talking cock..hai, in short..it was juz a chilling out session.

Gotta work tmr! hai..i'm getting a little tired of working..but i need extra cash..and i'm suppose to be a long term worker..it's been only 5 months..hai..and also goin ks house wif yuhan and maybe enshao to gym and hang out tmr..hope i can handle tmr..so much things to do..oh, i need to borrow a bk on resume also for my damn career essay..argh!

Flowers, flowers and more flowers

2006-09-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Another gd gd day once again! yea! i think my life is finally picking up :)

Went to sch at 10 this morning for my extra econs class till abt 12. Rushed over to ck's house to meet up wif yy, ks, mab and geri. when i reached there, only yy was there watching show wif ck, the girls were gyming and swimming downstairs. i decided to watch tv in the living rm instead, way too hot in ck's rm. ks came soon after dat and the girls were also up. And so..the cookie making started! i thought it would be cookie war when mab attacked me wif a a stroke of flour wif her ''duck'' finger..haha..but it went well in the end..mab and geri made one batch of cookies which look gd in shape while me and ks did another which came in different shapes and patterns. err..i should say it looks alright for first timers like us. haha

Hung around for quite long in ck's house.. we napped a while and I WANTED TO GO HM STUDY AFTER COOKIE BAKING!! but......mab wanted to west mall and see handphone! argh!! haha..she was like: '' elton, go west mall, elton...elton, go west mall " darn..i always fall into this kind of things, be it guy or girl..i think my heart is too weak and soft. ok, SO WE WENT WESTMALL TO SEE HANDPHONE... and again during the handphone seeing part, the nonsense started again.. '' eh elton, the phone very nice..'' price was 738!! haha.. girls girls girls...always doin this to guys..and pick on weak hearted guys like me! lol.. we sat a while at the food court and chilled out, walked around looking at stuff and went hm after dat.. i was super tired by then.

really really need to study tmr..exam is on tue!! and i have to take online finance quiz tmr! ahhh!!!

2006-09-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

Had so so much fin today!! yea! it feels gd to relieve sch stress..Met up wif MABEL and GERALDINE and got to know 2 of mabel's frens, erm..if i remember correctly it's eunice and '' apple''..haha...and of coz my dear brothers were there too! CK, YUHAN, ENSHAO, KS, YY and also ervine for a few mins here and there.. gosh..we were super noisy at KAP. we did many stupid things, like sqeezing together so tightly so dat geraldine could be close to enshao..ate all the snacks which mab and her frens bought, talk loudly, laughed loudly, talk abt condoms and cunt...lol, we were juz a bunch of rascals..but it was super stress relieving for me :)

After spending much time in KAP, we went over to mambo to play pool.. darn, the mab, geri and yuhan were in uniform so we had to ''dress'' them up a bit.. yuhan took ck's blazer, mab wore i think enshao's extra shirt and geri took my jacket to wear over. So off we went, pool... pool was ok, mabel's still very young and illegal for pool so there's lots of improvement for her! go mab! i support u! shall teach u how to play after ur EYOS as i promised, haha..( the hooking of the pinky) lol.... and mab wanted the pool balls..so weird, she likes the green, orange and brown ball. Oh, and geri seemed to improved! yea! thank me! :p i heard she beat enshao..maybe he hit the black ball in accidently? maybe he tried to be a gentleman? i doubt so...wahahaha...

We played foosball too! i had the advantage coz i play everyday in sch..so..it was kinda imba..but who cares? i'm sure everyone enjoyed it :) After dat..of coz go hm..coz i still have tests and exams coming up really soon..shucks..need to burn midnight oil again..

Tmr i gotta go back to sch for Applied Econs! argh!! i'm dreading it..i wanna go ck's house and learn baking from mabel and geraldine instead..i hope Hamister ends early tmr and i can rush there in time :)

ok, im' really hungry now.. gonna cook noodles! that's all for today....

2006-09-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

Went TOASTMASTERS with kaiyan today..finally i went for it, this guy has been trying to convince me to join or at least go listen and find out how it is like. So today we went down to SRC to watch the area competition for Humorous and Evaluation speech.. The atmosphere in that function room when i step in was great, great in the sense that everyone there were adults, u know when ur in an adult world, the feeling is totally different..only 2 handfuls of ppl were in their early 20s and in university..managed to get 2 name cards and got to know quite a few ppl..haha..not sure whether they would remember me if we meet again..if they do, probably the reason would be my name..lol

Anyway, during the various speeches, Karen was sitting beside me..and she's got that SIA girl perfume smell..btw, she's from SIM Toastmasters, and also University of London, and i got to know her through kaiyan. And she's PRETTY! so lucky to have her sitting beside me and we shared a little comments with each other..how nice is dat..During the interval, she had to visit the ladies and go off after dat so i took the chance to take her to the toilet, so dat i could maybe chat wif her a little more..haha.. she asked for my age and asked whether i'm 20.. if i said i was 18..she might be shocked, so i said around there, not mentioning the number 20.. after which, i found out she's 23! darn!! why am i always looking at ''LADIES'' and not GIRLS anymore..

After Karen went off and i went back into the function hall, kaiyan told me karen was a AIR STEWARDESS! gosh..no wonder got dat similar perfume smell..The speech was really great..i like nathaniel's humor speech, it was the only one dat was really humorous..the older ppl who tried making humor didnt really capture much of my attention. So it was nathaniel the 20 yr who won it. The oldies were juz kinda boring..lol

2006-09-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

First of all..Thank u God for answering my prayers! Liverpool won big! wahaha!!

And nth beats the weekend!! i so love sundays, i so love my church mates! they're the best!! haha.. i think we're gonna be lifelong frens :)

oh, and thanks for all those who helped me in the finance quiz! thank u andrea! thank u jaslyn! thanks rocky and ben!

lol, i got nth much to say today..it's a gd day..i feel happy today :)

2006-09-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

Finally here to blog again after so many days..Sch work is piling, wad i need to know and understanding in my bks are getting so tough for a young man like me in an adult world...and my social life is goin down the drain..

i'm gonna be forgotten soon..i spend most of my time slping at hm in the mornings, in sch for the afternoons, and back at hm again in the evenings. and doing wadever i need and want to do at hm in the night. No social life at all! it's boring...

Recently, more excel related stuff hav come back to haunt me..i finally realised how important it is to know it..i better go learn it..

On the other hand, the gd thing is dat my Managerial Econs i only a 6 weeks course! yea! now i go to sch on tue and thurs 1-5 pm for econs..after these 6 weeks r gone, i only go to sch 3 times a week...monday and wed 1-2.30....friday 9-11 and 3-5...dats all!!! wahahaha!! 14 weeks of sch..this is the 4th week, next week is the 5th..and after dat i'm so so free.. :))

2006-09-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

The past 1 week or so hasnt been gd at all..nth seem to have gone right for me..i screwed all my tests up despite studying for them..i hav lots of stuff to rush and my social life is going downhill..

Finally i settled down to read the daily bread after a that bad patch..and i felt really comfortable after dat.. i always feel comforted after reading the word of God..it's juz smth special and smth dat can grant peace to my heart.. Oh, and i also to read The Purpose Driven Life bk again. In day 2 of The Purpose Driven Life it mentions that everyone is here not my chance but was planned by God. Part of a poem in the bk says this..

You are who you are for a reason
You're part of an intricate plan.
You're a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God's special woman or man.

You look like you look for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You're just what he wanted to make.

We're all created uniquely. However there may be some parts of our physical appearance that we're struggling to accept..are we able to accept them?

And from the daily bread today, Treasure that is of this world is vulnerable to being lost, stolen, destroyed or devalued. If that is our focus, we will only experience frustration.
If our hearts are drawn instead to the value of the eternal, we wont be disappointed. We will be rich in the things of Christ. And treasure in heaven can never be taken away...

2006-09-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today's a mixture of gd and bad things that happened. Had a hard time waking up due to late night last night and also becoz the weather's really gd this morning.. i wanted so much to juz lie back down and continue slping but no choice la, gotta go for nutrition class.

As usual i love morning classes..not too often, once a week is juz fine, haha..apart from the great weather this morning, i juz love the morning atmosphere and the wonderful working ladies..i shall this FRIDAY FANTASIES!!! in short will be FF..haha

Paid little attention in nutrition class, my mind kept drifting off..Perhaps i'm really not cut out for this kind of modules..i personally prefer business related modules. did my finance test after nutrition..argh!! i cant seem to be able to get full marks..2 weeks in a row, i made one mistake..darn!

MS SIM WAS ANNOUNCED TODAY ALSO!!! AND SHE'S FROM UNIVERSITY AT BUFFALO!!! SAME UNI AS ME!!! YEA!!! BUFFALO GIRL'S MS SIM NOW...AND HEARD SHE'S A FIRST YEAR STUDENT, CAN TRY TO INTERACT WIF HER BY SELLING MY BKS..HAHA..BTW..IN THE TOP 3 FOR MS SIM..2 WERE FROM BUFFALO...WAHAHA..WE BEAT ''BIG BOYS'' UOL AND RMIT...

Many of me and my frens were watching it that we were late for career planning lecture..and once it was break, we went back to see the MS SIM contestants again..haha..And had a nice chat wif Elysia after sch while we were waiting for our mums.. she's such a nice girl..sometimes i'm fortunate to be in an adult world..i feel the ppl in sch r more mature and easier to talk to sometimes. :)

ok, shall enjoy the rest of my night..i'm gonna study hard tmr..

2006-09-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for quite some time..coz i've been studyin!! gd boy right?! haha.. though i've bee studying more consistently and all that, the week so far hasnt been great at all.

1. Working and studying life is not as easy as i thought. i need time to study and also hav to make time to work and it's tiring me out lately.
2. My sociology test did BADLY! 63/100..darn it..
3. i studied quite hard for the Applied Economics exam today but when it came to the exam i forgot quite a few key concepts! i spent so much time trying to think but the answers juz wouldnt come!
4. i'm so into my work and rest time dat i hav not much or almost no time to hav a gd social life. Frens out there r heading out together while i'm wif my bks or work. i think i would be a forgotten person soon :(

As said today's econs was bad though i studied hard and was quite confident abt it. Woke up early in the morning to study wif Jas in sch, whereby later on we joined some others coz the place we were at was too noisy. After the shit test, i was totally in no mood for any more lectures so i daydreamed from then on. Hai, now i gotta rush my Carrer Management essay..argh!! i need a holiday!

My life is extremly boring now..i need excitement, i need enjoyment, i need more frens, i need more free time, i need LESS stress, and i need u to talk to me more often! :p

2006-09-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

Goin back to sch tmr..how sian..i wished half the number of days in the week were weekends..i really enjoy time spent wif church mates..i think they're the best! haha..

Went church wif geraldine this morning..and as usual, made her wait at the bus stop again, hai, i really gotta try harder to be the earlier one next time. Church was ok today..spend half the time during second service talking to min jie.. she wants to be an air stewardess! i can ask her to buy things for me from other countries next time..and also ask her to take pictures of those beautiful scenaries..

After lunch, i went wif geraldine to peiling's place to study.. and i think it's not a gd idea after all..home after all is too cosy..really should hav gone to the library instead..i wandered lots of time away and in the end juz studied not even one chapter..hai..After ''studying'', we had dinner at JP..me, yuhan, ck and ervine opted for fast food while geraldine and peiling decided to stay healthy and thrifty and ate at the food court..

Tmr's gonna be study for me..must really study alot and very hard to make up for the unfruiful weekend.

AND MABEL! LEND ME SOME CARTOONS TO LOOSEN UP A BIT! I'M KINDA STRESSED!

2006-09-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE I"M HORRIBLE IN STATISTICS!!!! juz suck at it, and also EXCEL!! suffered from 1.15 to abt 5.30 today..it was a total nightmare..the statistics are coming back to haunt me in Applied Economics, i wish i could juz learn stats for fun and for the sake of knowledge. Why must they test it? i'm so screwed..let's see....hmm, i got today, tmr, sat, sun, mon, tue, and wed to get things into my head, ok 6 days..but i don think i wanna see anymore number today, and i'm super slack during weekend..which means i hav 3 days only! drats!!

My poor brain is so so tired now, i simply cant absorb any more of this crap..when i took fundamental statistics i thought it was kinda ok, some stuff to learn and everything was under control. Then after the fundamental stats module, the Business statistics module came along..There was quite a bit of repetition but towards the middle and onwards, i totally dreaded it..every week since 2nd week of that semester we had an assignment to do every week using excel and also hav to give reports on how we interpret the data, the results and give suggestions. After the finals, it was so relieving until..now!!

Why do i suck in statistics so much? why dont i have connection for all the funny data and graphs and why is my interpretation skill of them so poor? why!!!???

I NEED HELP IN STATISTICS, EXCEL and maybe also calculas.. i'll be so glad if anyone out there can offer help :)

why did u have to call?

2006-09-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

Slept like a pig today! Woke up juz in time to get ready in a sleepy manner and get out of the house to go sch..Sch was normal today..had Applied Economics test..luckily it was ungraded..i realised how much i hav to prepare for next week's real exam...and i found another new liking today!! YOGHURT!!!!

There was this new vending machine in sch selling MILK and YOGHURT! so kaiyan and me decided to go try it during break time..we met rachael and jac there..the 2 girls were trying all sorts of coins to put into the machine! DAMN THE MACHINE!!! it didnt accept our 10 cent coins..and u apparently also cant put in 2 50 cents coins. stupid..so the 4 of us stood there trying..ok, most of the time the girls were trying..we were juz supplying our coins..in the end, we decided to change our coins for exactly a dollar coin..and finally it worked.. rachael got the strawberry flavor yoghurt and shared wif jac..kaiyan got smth which i cant remember i bought the mixed fruit one, and it was really gd..we were sharing, exchanging and trying out each other's yoghurt while walking back to lecture..i think i shall hav more yoghurt! it's healthy..

i found out another problem recently..i don seem to study at all once i get hm from outside..drats..i only can study outside..once i get hm i watch tv, eat alot, use the com, talk on the phone or rest on the bed..hai..

i think my confidence is coming back.. :))

2006-09-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Woke up early to go to work today...i was taking a HUGE risk..i got Sociology test today and it's 20%, yet i worked in the morning..hai, i think i'm getting my life wrong now..studies should always come first, others things can come later...

After work, i rushed to sch to try to last min study, but i guessed i was kinda late..i screwed up the short answer questions..the only way out was to throw lots of smoke bombs and hope dat the lecturer will be taken in..Went to Jurong library after my test to meet peiling, darren, brandon and my bro to study..darren went off early..so we continued our studies..and it's really dumb of them not to even wait for a table..so for the whole time, we were on the floor..and it's harder to concentrate, ur legs get numb, ppl walk around u tend to look around more often..anyway..there were 2 sluts in front of me, haha..i guessed they purposely lied down for me to see..one was facing her ass at me and the other was lying down looking straight at me..gosh..how to look at my book?! so i was looking up every few seconds, and they kept giggling..darn..after some time i decided to switch place so dat i could really study..

Well, as i guessed..i knew they think dat i left or smth so they'll check...haha..so after a while i saw one of them walk past me and glancing at me..i knew dat would happen..look ok from abt 8 metres doesnt mean will still look gd when i'm 3 metres distance from them..

Ok, enough of the 2 flowers..I THINK I"M IN LOVE WIF LIBRARIES!! there r so many great bks for me to read..so many useful and bks on management, markets, investments, career planning, economics, stocks and shares, finance, and lots more!!! i'll frequent libraries from today onwards..haha.. :)

Should i give it a try?
it's risky..my heart is horribly weak now..

2006-09-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Spent yesterday afternoon studying Coporate Finance in Jurong library..i felt i absorb quite a bit and realised dat Finance is quite interesting, the theory part..i'm not sure abt it when calculations step in..

I went hm at abt 5 to get ready for dinner wif brandon and wen xin's family..wen xin's having camp so she didnt come...but i expect her cousin to go for dinner dat's why i went hm to change into shirt and freshen up a bit..haha..and as i expected, she came..wahaha..and she made me feel even younger last night..she curled her hair and put on make up..make our age gap widen even more :( anyway, she was sitting quite near me and almost opposite so i had glimses of her..

We were suppose to cut auntie mei ling's cake at my place last night..but uncle bao shun said he was tired so he went back wif auntie xiu qing and veronica..darn!! why is he always complaining dat he's tired and all? he needs a more interative social life! hai, so i went hm and turned on the com..to see whether veronica would come online, if she did, she's not coming to my place..if she does not, maybe she will..and she did in the end..hai..all uncle bao shun's fault..i had a chat wif her..and after many chats since the day i added her into my contact lists...i realised.....i think i'm too young for her..argh! so therefore...i shall conclude dat i havent fell in love wif her, i only had some likings towards her before, and i shall only remain the status as '' i'm interested to know her more'' because she's a nice young lady!!

Brandon, my brother and me spend most of the night thinking of wad to do for today's outing..darn, we slept quite late..and woke up really early to go Cold Storage to shop for all the food..but i think the outing was fun today..everything went quite well..credit goes to edric and brandon!! and i think most of the ppl had fun! haha..i can see '' gd fren grps'' and all dat..it's really nice when girls and guys can interact happily..lol..

ok, i guess dat's all for now..this entry seems long..and i gotta get back to my books..i have stupid Sociology test tmr!!

2006-09-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

i finally realised how much i missed my early morning 9am classes..i so love them...there're several main reason why i love early morning classes..

1. The beautiful weather..between 7 plus to early 8..the sun is not fully out and there's gentle morning breeze..wonderful..
2. Office ladies!! best!! ranging from fresh graduates to ladies of abt 35?? haha..simply gorgeous!!
3. The morning atmosphere..i walk past the coffee shop and market and there will be old men chatting and ppl having breakfast..The bus stop is filled wif ppl, which i apparently like dat..and the bus air con is cold.. :)
4. When i reach sch, there's morning coffee and tea and breakfast waiting for me..only when there's morning class will there be breakfast...how relaxing, reach sch take ur coffee and food, sit in lecture hall and enjoy it slowly before lecture starts..

Yup, i think dat's all dat i can think of so far.. haha..

Sch's ok today..nth fantastic..haha..i feeling a little pressure now, there's lots of material to be read and i gotta be real fast, tests and exams don wait for u to finish reading, they juz come when they are suppose to..

hmm, i think that shall be all for today, i shall go play games for a while, and study hard tmr :)

Uncertainy, uncertainty and more uncertainty

2006-08-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

The first few days of the new semester hasnt been dat great.. i still cant get up in the morning..i'm drag my feet to sch while listening to music, i pay slightly more attention during lectures but i dunno how consistent can i be..and i dunno wad's wrong or missing from my life..i seem so down at times of the day, especially when i'm alone..

Yesterday, i had applied economics and the lecturer seem kinda friendly, and give breaks often, which is gd coz lecture is from 1.15 to 5! and yesterday he was nice and let us off at 3 plus coz it was the first class..i was happy coz i could go hm wif jillian coz she ends at 3 plus...but that girl had to go buy some bks at the bk shop, and see the admin stuff for some matters... and time dragged and dragged and dragged until 4 plus dan we went off...

Anyway, i thought dat if jillian is around, i'm sure to be happy, but i guess i was finally wrong..smth's really not right wif me, even having jillian around isnt working well.. we had sundae at toa payoh Mac, and she waited until my mum knocked off, so nice..haha..while eating ice cream, of coz we started looking around for nice ladies to look at..there were indeed quite alot..and that's one reason why i love working places and shopping centres..lol..

Today wasnt dat great..i was too lazy to get outta bed and listen some talk for coporation finance module, so i stayed in bed till abt 11 before going to sch for sociology..the whole day was juz boring, nth exciting at all..hai..except dat i met quite an interesting girl at clementi interchange..

i was hungry and went to the bakery to get some food..i saw this cute girl also buying, we walked around for our own food and i so happen to line up behind her at the cashier..i'm lonely, and she seemed lonely too, but of coz i don approach ppl in this manner..and so happen we were gonna take same bus too..i walked out of the bakery first coz she turned back to get an extra plastic bag..i stood at the bus 14 queue and soon she was beside me..wad coincidence..haha...and on the bus as usual, i always listen to music and juz look out of the window coz it's all the emotional songs and it makes me extra emotional...once, i happen to glance at her, she was like having the same sort of lost, sad and unwanted face dat i hav nowadays and she's also looking out of the window..i guess i hav found someone juz like me.. :(

life's been really sucky..
nth seems to be able to really cheer me up
wad should i do???

2006-08-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up really late yesterday morning, close to 12 noon.. ate my lunch and went to church to meet ks and mabel to do ling chang preparations.. but in the end we chatted wif ck instead..not much was done..haha.. Went to ngee ann poly for some snacks before going to some ice cream shop in xiao xin's estate.. the ice cream was quite gd but it was expensive..hai, private shop got their private prices..

Went xiao xin's house for dinner and qing cheng gathering in the evening.. children's program after the worship was ball games at ulu pandan cc, so we went there for soccer and basketball..when we came back to xiao xin's house after ball games to chill out a little, smth happened!!

i needed to wash my hands and the first floor toilet was occupied and i was lazy to go upstairs to wash hands..therefore the kitchen was the only and last option..she was in there alone cutting fruits! so i walked up beside her and had a short simple chat wif her while washing hands..and i dint realise i actually washed my hands twice! as in, i turn on the tap, washed my hands, turn off, shake the water off my hands, but turn the tap on again to wash my hands..how silly..haha :p and how nice it would be if i cut fruits wif her..so so sweet..wahahaha..but i didnt, maybe i would the next time round.

Watched a VCD at xiao xin's house which was very meaningful " Life Without Limbs".. i wanted to borrow but she had to return it really soon..nvm la, at least i managed to finish watching it..

The first thing i did when i reached home was to go only after my bath..coz got special tips from xiao xin dat she was online..so it gave me a little more chance to chat wif her..had a longer chat this time, partly becoz there's more time and partly we're not facing each other.. oh, and i realised dat she got gd memory, she can remember wadever i told her..even i myself forgot already..haha..

i woke up before 9 today!! the first time in 2 weeks plus!! it was darn hard..we did friendship dance during youth grp and even bible quiz was fun today!! yea!! when there's GOD in ur life, things r really different most of the time.. the rest of the day was normal..nth too special..

Going back to sch already..the dumb holidays are way too short!! and goin back to work tmr also..back to my coping of working and schooling life again..

2006-08-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

Havent been doin anything productive for the past 4 days....only went to work on monday and dat's it..i stay home on tuesday, wed, thurs and today..Usually wake up at 11 plus and start using the com and slacking around till dinner time..dan watch tv all the way throught the night and use com again before goin to bed..lol, wad a slacky and pig life for the past 4 days...Wake up, enjoy, slack, eat, dan slp again.. :p

And sch's starting..it's gonna be tough this semester..got stuff like human nutrition, applied economics, coporation finance...and somemore irritating stuff to go through.. but i shall handle all of them wif the cool and calm attitude...i'm gonna continue my working and studying life..i cant forgo my work life coz there're nice frens there...not only there's mary, karol, zhen lin and angela...the agents and the bosses are nice ppl too! :) i'm really fortunate to be there.. haha

2006-08-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today's another great weekend once again..i'm starting to love weekends, i love my church mates, i love time spent wif them and i love wad we do together! haha :)

Had some trouble waking up this morning, but i forced myself and tried not to be late for worship coz ck told me wen xin was leading it, and muz give face to my brother mah..cannot be late, so i rushed all the way :)
Worship was quite gd but i drifted off during inductive bible study.. sat together wif the girls during second service.. lol, sit wif the girls cant really concentrate, we were always chatting and all dat..haha..maybe i shouldnt do dat so often anymore. Went lunch wif quite a few ppl today..ck, ernest, yy, ks, yuhan, yuxuan, peiling, min jie, mabel, melissa and amenda..and for the first time, the girls ate more dan we did. haha, actually we guys were saving our stomachs for buffet dinner later in the evening!

After lunch, ck and ernest came my house..ck slept for a while, while me and ernest played dota. And finally we went for our buffet dinner! all of us went except for BRANDON!! stupid boy wanted to study!! wad nonsense, even tuck came la!! Anyway, we were all ready to rumble and attack the food..once we sat down and i prayed for the team, we juz chiong for the food. we chiong from all flanks, no one stayed back..wahaha..i ate 14 oysters!! juz attacked them like mad..we ate alot..lots of ice cream too. at first we were using bowls...dan ck suggested using plate, so we attacked wif plates...one plate wif 8 scoops of ice cream, wahahhaa...i shared wif ck, ernest and kai song..

We totally feasted like some beasts..QCMC soccer beasts..and we were laughing and talking loudly like some streets boys..lol, but who cares man? we enjoyed ourselves!!

My mum dint allow me to watch soccer match at ernest or ck's house, if not it'll round up my complete weekend..but it's ok la, sometimes we muz give way to parents too..

Oh, thanks to all those who came to support the soccer boys yesterday..i could hear u girls scream, haha..

confuse, really confused...
i need some help

2006-08-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

Had MWS soccer tournament today..it wasnt exactly dat gd and wasnt exactly dat bad either..

It wasnt dat pleasant, firstly becoz there were many malay and indian boys of which a fraction of them don look under 18 to me...and all they did was to keep taunting other teams..i personally feel dat our team among all 4 teams were the most guai, least dirty and the msot honest..we used everyone we had in church and no matter whether they are excellent, gd or normal...whereas other teams called in many outsiders so as to make their team as strong as possible...but GOD was really on our side and gave us a crucial early goal in our first match which eventually made us 3rd position.. we won our first match and hung on for that precious goal all the way till the end..we lost the second and third but the team we beat lost all so it made us third..haha..

Team spirit was quite gd today, i think as a whole, everyone did fine, isaac, ck, brandon did exceptionally well, and of coz yuhan and bryan also performed like they always do. :) it's ok la, we'll try again next yr.. i'm sure we'll do much better.

Tmr will be celebration for our third place.. hope there's more fun and gd days to come..

i'm still thinking of u so often
why is this happening?

2006-08-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Went straight to work once i woke up this morning. work's quite fun actually, i got gd frens there..mary, karol, zhen lin and angela..they're all nice ppl, who always help me, coz i'm blur sometimes.. had quite an enjoyable day at work today..

But...soccer practice was damn jialut..my foot injury came to haunt me again!! argh!!!! i'm getting damn frustrated and depressed over it, i cant pump high balls, cant pass high balls, cant take corners, and cant take freekicks...i cant do anything dat i specialize in..and i was suppose to provide long balls for the strikers, i was suppose to take the corners, i was suppose to take the freekicks...now i cant!!!!! i really wanna cry!! it's really heartbreaking...

And since i'm plagued wif injuries ( not only the right foot) , i'll probably lose my place in the starting line up..and totally sucks..i've started all the matches since the soccer team was created, and now after being a regular for so long, i might juz lose it... wad's more, there's more competition in the midfield now..my best partner used to be CK, we were the riders in the middle of the field..but now, tuck heng has popped out, he's got more stamina and can tackle better, it's make it difficult for me to retain my place in midfield, even though i'm stronger, bigger and fiercer, haha.. and..since i place in the starting line up is still uncertain, there goes my captaincy also..hai..things are juz bad, real bad

i hope for the best for the tournament this sat...

we have a hope that does not disappoint......GOD

2006-08-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Went out wif my sch frens for lunch and lan gaming today..i realised that my gaming skills drop alot, and i dunno whether dat's a gd sign, haha..it shows dat i don play games as much as before, which is a gd thing.. but..i suck now..haha

And of coz, went hm to slp after dat..woke up for dinner and watched tv as i always do. haha..wad a life..

Recently, xiao xin gave me veronica's e mail..and i finally saw her online tonight, and managed to talk to her..haha..though it's a bit here and there but it's better dan nth la..i'm easily contended. :) hope there's more to come.. must at least make frens wif her

Still in a confused state
i wanna forget u, but i cant seem to be able to

2006-08-14T17:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a great day....i skipped soccer training in the morning to rest my injuries..went for church service and had lunch at BK wif enshao, yuhan, ervine and ks..dan went to Uncle Ben's house for bbq wif ernest, ck, yuhan, yy, tuck and some others. After the bbq, yuhan and me went to ernest house to watch liverpool vs chelsea! Loser chelsea wif very close to full strength team cant even beat liverpool, there were playing quite poorly for their standards. Riise first goal was freaking beautiful, i think either he or sissoko can be man of match..Yuhan's dad fetch me all the way back from ernest house, how nice of him..haha..

Today i had doctor's appointment in the morning for a checkup for my eyes. And as i said before, the hospital is a nice place..i saw the same pretty and hot nurses and doctors, and a couple of new faces also..hmm, maybe when i'm really really free, i'll frequent hospitals..instead of juz shopping centres and work places.

After the appointment, i went to work, but to hav lunch wif mary, karol, zhen lin and angela first..oh, and also ks, he came to study in office. it's nice to hav lunch wif them, always got smth nice to talk abt..haha, and zhen lin is so cute! i like the way she talks..and guys are always looking at her when we go for lunch, and same for karol..haha..2 pretty jie jie to hav lunch wif me almost everyday..so nice.. :)) Sheila bought a new laptop, vaio..it comes wif a camera at the top also..so nice! i wished i had a nice, light laptop wif gd specs too..my current one has gd specs but it's kinda heavy. Her old toshiba is like mine now since she wont be really using it anymore..haha

Feeling a little tired now, i shall go rest..tonight's gonna be watching tv night as usual.. holidays are the best! though it's only 2 weeks now.

2006-08-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today's a great day!!

Went to chinese physician in the morning, waited really long before it was my turn. i checked up my left knee, left ankle and right foot..it was a long and painful process and i hope i'll become better after this.

Took some photos to change my passport photo and make an AIA pass before goin for Stream Of Praise in church..Stream Of Praise was wonderful!! The worship was gd, the songs were really nice, and everyone was juz high and full of praise and worship in their hearts.. i've decided to reopen my heart and let christ enter and bless me ever so much..

When God wipes our tears,
sorrow will give way to eternal song.

2006-08-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Went to work today..had lunch wif mary, karol, zhen lin and angela..ks came also to study..when mary has lunch wif us and her frens see her, they always say smth like, eh, ur children ah? haha, we're really like her kids, and she's old enough to be our mum, she's 51, karol and angela are 24, zhen lin is 23 and i'm 18..it's nice to be the xiao di di in the office..got so many jie jie to take care of me..wahahha..had a taste of my new toshiba toy today..it's damn laggy, i prefer the compaq toy, but joyce needs to use it often to meet her clients and do her work so cant always leave it wif me. and sheila recently bought a new laptop so i'm using her old and light but laggy toshiba now..

My mum's intending to buy medical insurance for me, and i wanna buy it from joyce..she always treat me so well and trusts me so so much..so as her personal assistant i think i should let her earn some money back. :) and she might come my house to explain the terms and all dat..so cool..my boss at my house, wad a new feeling. haha

Went to ks house to gym after work..i think my stamina improved, i managed to run longer. i also found out MWS soccer tournament under 18 only got 4 teams..so if we top the grp, we're U-18 champions! and it's confirm i'll captain the team, and bryan will be vice. my right foot is still in a bad condition, readers pls pray hard for me. i need to do my trademark corner kicks, free kicks and high long ball passing.

Today was a great day. hope tmr will be as gd as this..

GOD is the best help in ur life
Frens may turn away, but GOD will never abandon u

2006-08-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

i juz realised my darn holidays are only 2 weeks, not 3 weeks..so stupidly short..i need a longer break, i'm damn sick of studying, i juz need a long holiday.

now dat i hav time to relax and think abt things,
i'm getting more depressed over everything.
i really need GOD . He's my comfort, my shelter..

2006-08-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Had soccer friendly yesterday morning wif the church "uncles"..yesterday they had so many young men among them, so it was very difficult for us, boys...we eventually lost 7-3..damn it..and i couldnt take corners, couldnt do my trademark high long ball passing... all becoz of my injured right foot, i can barely kick a ball properly..so i played shorter ground passing, and it was ok, at least i created one goal. But i'm damn depressed over my foot, i most probably will lose my place in the starting line up if this goes on.. :( :( :( went hm quite disappointed after soccer to slp and study for human resource exam which is today.

Human resource today was better than tuesday's organizational behavior paper..went to work after dat..it felt great to be back in AIA after 1 over week of not working..Amy has got a new sect. her name is Angela, and she's karol's fren, so i made a new fren today..yea!! had lunch wif mary, zhen lin, karol, angela and ks also came down for lunch and study in office. Had lots of joyce's trophies to wipe and wrap up and then to be shifted on another day..spent almost the whole afternoon on the awards and trophies..and also other documents..i swear i'll remember well where to post wad..had many POS stuff to post, and there's so many boxes, i dint exactly know which one to put in so i juz randomly put it where i thought they should be.. haha

Holidays officially start today!!! finally!!! i'm gonna enjoy these 3 short weeks..

2006-08-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging the past few days so i shall now recall wad were the past few days' events..

FRIDAY: Went to Jillian's house to kill time!! coz my sister invited her frens home and she wanted me to scram..haha i would have scrammed anyway..Met wif her at toa payoh central at 11.45...but as usual, she nevers fails to be late and never fails to make me wait so long for her..stupid girl..we decided to buy roasted honey chicken from NTUC and then go back to her house and cook instant noodles with prawns..Her so called ''castle'' condo is really kinda nice..it really has the castle shape..it's interesting, u guys should go check it out, it's at serangoon if i'm not wrong, St's Gabriel's primary there..and her neighborhood is beautiful! i like the Koi pond, mm i dunno how to describe, haha..it's juz nice la..

Met her mummy when i got to her place, chatted a bit here and there, her mummy's a nice person..and she knows me quite a bit..thanks to jillian..always tell her mummy so much abt her frens..so we sat down and studied a bit before having lunch..we wasted quite some time arguing who should do the cooking..in the end, she decided she shall be the gd host and cook for me..so nice...haha, but i shall to peel off the prawn shell for her when we were eating, but it's fair la..she did the dishes and shared a bit of Ben & Jerry's ice cream..

So i stayed at her place till abt slightly past 5 and went hm after dat...darn, once i got hm i started falling ill..wth..

SATURDAY: damn sick...can barely even walk around..too weak..and dat sucks, i need to gain back fitness and now i'm on the verge of dying..so i spent most of the day at hm..sian..only can study..
Met ks and ck at around 5 to collect soccer socks and buy ck's blazer..after dat when hm for dinner and watched superband the whole night...dint even study..exam is on tue and thurs..and i'm unprepared again..

SUNDAY!!!!!: today was a nice day..went to church in the morning for xiao zhu tian di...i totally owned during games...haha...dint know i was so lucky during hai dai quan..it feels great to be somewhat gd at smth..during earlier part of second service, i went wif enshao to queensway to collect our soccer team jerseys!! yea!!! it's finally here!! it's been a while..was waiting for it and today finally got it..we checked a few shirts before we paid and went off...but...little did we know cong kai and yong yang's names were spelt wrongly!! shucks!! we checked so many but juz didnt come across theirs..darn unlucky..

The guys had lunch at my house hawker centre before we headed to far east shopping centre..or plaza, i duno, i always mix them up...ernest got his haircut, and of coz any hair style looks gd on him..haha..played pool at lucky plaza for a while before going to Indoor stadium to meet enshao for FOP...enshao was super careless, he left his 3 week old camera on the taxi..hai..poor lad..anyone who reads this post pls pray dat he gets it back.. we're all brothers and sisters in christ..we don wanna see each other sad right? haha

FOP was great..the songs were great and the talk was smth new, smth dat i dint really here abt before..After FOP we went to clementi for dinner cum supper..i guess everyone was hungry..we dint eat since lunch..ok, it's getting tiring for my fingers and brain to recall activites..shall stop here for now.. :)

2006-08-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

Thurday...hmm..today's Human Resource presentation was much better than yesterday's Organizational Behavior..finally felt better when i walked out of the room. Went hm straight after the presentation coz i dint feel like staying on..

Spent the whole night watching tv..from 7 plus in the night till 11..i really love hong kong dramas and movies..i think they are the best in asia. And as usual not studying again today...i havent revised my work for 2 WEEKS!!! didnt even open my textbk or look through the powerpoint slides..and here i am..sitting in front of the com now and talking to jillian on the phone.

Oh, my sister is inviting her frens to our house tmr for almost the whole day..she wants me out of the house by 11? wth..i cant stay at home and i got no sch tmr..shucks..have to find some place to kill time. so dat's why i'm on the phone with jillian...told her abt the stupid situation..and she's inviting me to her house tmr morning if her mommy is ok wif it..her mommy seems really nice. bought me a jacket when she went to thailand the other time. but i havent really got to know her brother and dad. from what i usually hear over the phone, i think her brother is kind of noisy and whiny...and her dad is tall, strong, silent and strict, that really scares me...haha

But jillian says daddy and mommy wont be back home early tmr and her brother is going for a movie after sch..which makes me safe coz i wont bump into her dad..phew..
It'll be really cool to spend the day over at jillian's...can study, can watch tv, chill out, have fun around her neighborhood...and eat wadever type of lunch she's gonna cook..haha

So..i'll be waiting for her reply..hope it's a green light.. :)

juz heard smth really gd juz moments ago dat made me feel really really gd
that's probably one of the happiest things i ever heard in ages...
tonight i'm gonna slp smiling...

2006-08-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up earlier this morning, 8.30am... coz i promised to buy her mac for breakfast and be in sch at 10am..so i took a bus down to clementi mac and got her her egg Mcmuffin meal plus ice milo. On the way to sch, i held the plastic bag which contained the food sooo tightly so dat the heat will not escape so fast..haha, i cant believe it, i cant seem to refuse her at all..once she opens her mouth and asks for smth, i cant bring myself to say no. hai...i'm so foolish..

And as promise i reach there 9.57am exactly..3 mins early, to put the food on the table and settle down..played foosball for a while before starting on the work..i realised i need to work wif ppl dat i know better, it was kind of wrong choice to work wif ryan and bernard...eventually, we screwed up quite a bit during the presentation, but actually i felt dat i did alright..juz a little shaky and lacking of audience communication..argh!! it sucks la..not gonna work wif bernard anymore unless there's no one else to do with.

Met enshao in the bus when i was on the way hm, crap all the way throughout the bus ride..and saw him got his new glasses today..it was quite ok, but that lad says he looks weird wif it..haha..

i juz realised i got a cute best fren!!
JILLIAN!!!!!!!! best fren in sch..haha..

2006-08-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Tmr is presentation for Organizational Behavior..i'm not nervous, i'm not scared..juz bring it! haha..but i know u r afraid..but don worry..if u follow my secret formula u'll be fine, dat is if u follow...

Nth special today at all..same routine, wake up, sch, after sch go hm, relax like it's holidays when i get hm..and juz let time pass by like dat, even though there's lots of stuff to do and prepare for..

My injuries are still worrying me..the left knee, the left ankle and the right foot..time is flashing by and the recovery rate has been so slow. i dont even know whether i'll be able to make it for the church friendly match against the uncles again on 9 August. And i know my body will break down again even if i make it for the friendly. and i might not have enough time to recover for the real tournament on 19 August..and it's not like one match only on dat day..it'll be several matches under wadever weather conditions..

It's hard to make decisions now..
i'm starting to ''don know'' myself well
why is this indecisiveness bugging me
i gotta sort all these out when final exams are over :)

2006-07-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

Another monday..i always feel funny on mondays, it doesnt seem like a weekend and doesnt seem like a weekday yet..it's sort of in between..
Went to sch earlier to do up some stuff..it's getting stressful lately, got 2 presentations to prepare for this week , 1 research paper and 2 final exams next week. And as usual, i'm not ready for anything yet, still dreaming in my own world. Gotta wake up real soon if not it'll be too late.

And...i slept in lecture again!! i cant stop it!! it happens everyday!! i slp more dan i pay attention in class..damn jialut la...haha...but the genius me will make sure i'll catch up before the exams..

Went hm wif jillian today...i think i'll miss the days when i get to go hm wif her...she's leaving for america in december,and wont be back till next summer!! so freaking long!!! argh!!! i'm bound to cry and miss her alot!! she's my best fren is sch!! so i've decided to be super nice to her from now..not gonna bully her anymore..haha..

i'm still unsure of myself..i get mixed feelings whenever i see u in sch
but on the other hand, i know we'll nv be together.
so issit time for me to move on?

2006-07-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

It's getting damn depressing..my left ankle, the top of my right foot and the usual left knee!! it's worrying me, it's scaring me, it's killing me!!

I'm scared..i'm scared i cant play on 19 August, then i'll be letting both my team and myself down..and also whoever that supports... :( If anyone knows how to help me pls do!! in the cheapest and most convenient way!!

Today wasnt exactly the greatest day...went back to fairfield for Past VS Present...it's an annual event for old boys old girls and current boys and girls to come together for games..So my class guys took part in soccer, for the second time..last yr we made it into the quarter finals through sheer luck...but this time we were better prepared and managed to score more goals and played better...we made it again to the quarter finals..but the rain came!!! so freaking heavy dat everthing had to be cancelled...hai..

And since my injuries are causing so much problems...i decided..........not to play soccer for the next 1 week or so, and concentrate on studies, projects and gaining fitness.

injuries are killing me..
confidence is leaving me..
shall i approach u?
my heart is racing really fast...
i dunno how long i can last..

2006-07-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

Wad's wif me and my foot injuries? they never seem to fully recover..and they keep coming back to haunt me as soon as i start kicking the ball!! damn it!!!
hai, maybe i didnt let them fully recover, i didnt let them rest enough, i push them too hard, i do everything for soccer..maybe it's my fault..

Abt a month ago, i hurt my right foot and the bruise has been troubling me ever since..i cant pump high balls like i have..it hurts and kills when i over play..so i only can play well in the opening minutes..

And abt 3 weeks ago, i twisted my left ankle..i went to the physician only once so far, even though i know i need to go back a few times coz that's the way the chinese treatment works..

Argh!!! i'm juz damn frustrated..both feet are unwell now..there are so many matches to play nowadays...my sec sch has their annual soccer tournament, which is today, in juz a few hrs time...and there's still the MWS soccer tournament on 19th August...and my SIM frens always ask me to play wif them. I think it's time to cut down and really take care of myself for 19th August..that's the real match whereby i'll be play along side my best frens in my life, so we must hav the best competitive match of our youth days.

ok, got lots of work to rush now, and need to have a gd slp tonight...shall stop here..

Still in my confused world
Havent decided what i really want at this moment :(

2006-07-28T10:26:00.000+08:00

Have started trying to gain back fitness...it's so so hard, especially when u havent really exercised in a long time..my arms and legs have gone weak, my whole body's muscles have losen up already, so it's time to get some things back in place.. Other things i have realised is dat i have put on abt 10kg ever since i left sec sch!! argh!! dat really sucks badly..so must try to lose a little weight here and there also, haha

2006-07-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up early again..not for work today but to go to sch to do project...why cant i juz hav a day of long slp?!! argh!! i juz realise i got 2 presentations to give next week and a reserach paper to be completed by the week after..not only dat..final exams are also on the same week as the due date for research paper!!! shucks!!!! so little time left for so many things! i'm getting really stressed up...

So, was in sch doin project wif my grp mates and one of them happen to be bernard, the weird guy i talked abt on last wed's post..any readers wanna know can scroll down and check it out.. anyway, cant stand him any longer, if not for the project, i would hav totally not bother abt him..his attitude is cocky and weird..his eyes are so cheecky, always giving people the corner eye..his gestures are totally a joke, it's so stupid..haha..

And during the first half hr of the lecture..he was on the move again..it was sharing articles time every first half hr of the lecture...and so he shared smth like this....

Bernard: err..i've got err this article on leadership..err it says here abt a new err leadingship model..and err there are several components to it..err...

Professor Friedman: I'm sure everyone has seen it in the textbk.

Bernard: no, err..this one is a errr sort of a new model..

Prof Friedman: oh, does it state any situation as an example?

Bernard: err, the SAF...( everyone in class gave that sort of sian look..bernard and his army again)
and it says here err.... (and he tried to go on..)

Prof Friedman: ok gd gd..ok ( he was trying to stop bernard indirectly)

Bernard: err..err..( he was still talking)

Prof Friedman: okok, that's gd...next one pls..

wahahaha...the professor's damn cool, really like him..he's the only one dat can use a soft method to shut that nut case up..

After the article sharing, i suddenly felt very sleepy...so it starts again...slp and slp and slp during lecture, all the way till break time whereby we guys will go play foosball...
And damn, i took out my watch during the foosball game and i left it there!! when i went back to search for it, it was gone..hai, how careless of me..i liked dat watch so much...i'm watchless now.. :(

On the way hm, i met a gay in the bus! his actions were so gentle! he had an attitude face with pimples but his mouth twitched like a girl's...yucks!! dan an elderly man came up the bus and sat next to him..the elderly man smelt of medicated oil, which wasnt that strong at all...that gay shit immediately gave an annoyed gay face, put his elbow on his lap and his index finger over his nose..freaking gay! i started staring at him with the disgusted look..haha...and he noticed, and gave me his gay annoyed look...felt like tearing his face apart..finally after some time he got down the damn bus and i started to relax myself..

Dunno why my mood nowadays hasnt been that gd..feel really offensive...i need a holiday..i need a holiday..

my mind's still in a whirl...it hardly reaches this stage..
i'm unsure of wad i want..i'm unsure of my feelings..
i'm unsure of myself..

A new beginning soon.....

2006-07-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

Had a hard time waking this morning becoz i has a late night..dragged my feet to work and when i reached there i realised there wasnt only 2 cases to settle, but 6!! I had to photocopy set after set, scan set after set...and also had to do one whole set for the agency..and also settle some other documents to be sent out to various departments..

So in the end, i was 1/2 hr late for sch..for the first half of the class before the break i was able to concentrate most of the time though i havent eaten anything the whole day..During the break i went to have a big feast at the canteen and ended up really sleepy after the break due to over satisfaction, so i slept all the way, from 3.30 to 4.10...when i woke up, i totally forgot i was in class..haha..was juz too tired i guess

i've decided to abandon Project M and start on Project V....though this new project is even harder, it offers a new

experience for me...mm, i don mind failing, but i must at least hav a go at it..

i need to get to know dat girl from church.....hehe :)

2006-07-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

Mondays mondays mondays...i'm starting to dislike mondays...monday is one day after sunday, monday is when i don feel like waking up early to go to work, monday is a day whereby i don hav mood for sch yet...monday is a bad day...

As usual, had a hard time waking up today..actually i was awoken by a call from my boss...

Boss: Elton, u coming to work today? i have 2 cases dat needs to be scanned and sent out to client and submitted to U&I department ".

Me: oh, i'm not coming today...i thought i sent u a msg already" ? ( actually i was lying )

Boss: i didnt receive. so anyway when will u be coming in " ?

Me: ok, since got 2 cases dan i'll be in on tmr. ok?

Boss: ok thanks, bye...

Me: bye bye..

So after the call, i went back to bed and slept like a pig till 11 plus..woke up, had breakfast, flipped through the newspapers and headed to sch..

Sch's isnt exactly boring, but sch hrs r kinda long... 1.30 to 5.15 pm from monday to thursday..though there's break and all dat but it's long..i'm constantly looking at the clock, more dan i actually look at the powerpoint slides and my textbk..haha.. and always hoping a msg will appear on my phone so dat i'll hav someone to msg.. lucky today got candice, if not i'll suffer more during lecture.

After lecture, i met up wif ernest and kaisong for dinner at BK at Ikea...we only stayed a while and ernest had to go for his piano lesson and i wanted to go hm... gonna copy movies from ernest, cong kai and yong yang.... The tv freak is on the roll again!! wahahaha...

looking at u still makes me think back...wad should i do to forget u?

2006-07-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

Saturday's captain's ball was a success for the junior team and nightmare for the senior team once again..senior team got kicked out in grp stages and junior team was got 3rd place, first time ever..dat's freaking gd..though i dint watch from the quarter finals onwards, i think the team was owning wif ernest, darren, ervine and my brother..the 4 of them plus 3 girls..i think the team was really strong..

Though senior team is horribly weak, next yr we'll have ernest and darren! haha, and maybe ervine and my bro can join also, so we'll have ernest, darren, ervine, cong kai.. my brother, hong en and me as sub for guys..girls..hai, i think onli amenda, peiling, vignette can play..i hope wen xin will be there and show opponents who's queen of the court..haha...dan we shall abandon junior team, and try goin far for senior team..

After senior team got eliminated, cong kai came my house and rested for a while before we went for soccer at brandon's house...i sort of hurt my right foot and now i cant even pump high balls!! and my twisted left ankle is still troubling me alot..shucks! a few of us seem to be starting to carry injuries...kaisong has a knee injury, so does my brother..cong kai's frequent tight hamstring and asthma looks a little worrying, hai..hope all of us will be in perfect condition before the tournament..

For today, nth special, after church service, the other boys and me went down to queensway to select our jerseys...after a long long time we decided on a black kappa brand jersey wif golden printing..white pants and white socks...such a nice full set, but it costs $42..heart pain heart pain

Tmr gotta go back to sch..damn sian..i wish everyday was sunday....

2006-07-20T23:44:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy...i scored 29/30 for human resource exam!! wahahaha!! feel damn gd now

And who is da ge? who's dat idiot tagging? leave name down la..

Today nth much happen, woke up late, when to sch, got my exam paper back, attend lessons which i tried so hard to but in the end end up playing FIFA on my frens engage...dan went for theory lesson, came hm to slp, wake up bathe, watch tv, and use com...wad a familiar lifestyle...boring type.. :(

Argh!! tonight damn sian..don wanna write anymore things already, got nth to write abt....

I feel u slipping through my fingers
Now ur gone, i'm sleeping wif the light on.....

2006-07-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

2006-07-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today is such an ordinary day, nth special at all...woke and at 9 and took my time to prepare and head to work...the agents are all back, and they seem busy when i got there, probably work piled up when they were away for the Shanghai trip..oh, and elaine bought me a small wallet, though she said it was cheap and fake, the thought is wad that really counts, haha, really dint expect her to get anything for me :)

Went to sch after i cleared some work in office...today i got back my organizational behavior test paper, i was so surprise i didnt fail, 23/30...not bad eh...i juz smoked my way through the essay question and i got 7/10...the damn MCQs were the ones dat let me down a little, 4 mistakes out of 20...the average mark in class was 26.5/30...i'm a mile off the average so i guess i really gotta work much harder..

And i realised i have a classmate who did his O level 4 TIMES!!!!!!! 4 TIMES!!!!! even a normal tech student could do much better dan dat..U take o level one time and u fail, u would say, damn it la, shall work harder and retake..the second time u retake, u pass a few and fail a few, u curse and swear and retake those u failed..the third time u retake u finally clear all..This fren of mine..4 TIMES!!!! not as if he's taking 15 subjects or smth..it's onli 6 or 7...and he's from express i think...wad a weirdo, take 3 extra yrs to clear O levels, and i heard he flung his A levels wif almost all Fs and then went to the army...btw, let me intro him a little first so u readers get a rough idea wad type of guy he is...his name is bernard leong, he's 23 this yr, he's been a army freak and army craze ever since he joined the army..i mean it's not wrong to love the army, but to the extent whereby u wear army clothes to sch everyday? to the extent whereby ur research papers talk abt the army, ur presentations are amry related? DAT"S TOTALLY CRAZY...TOTALLY INSANE...haha, and my mum saw him and deduce he was ABNORMAL within the first 20 seconds...wahaha, my mum's really gd..

Lol, my fren's really weird, his character, his gestures, his movements, his dressing, his thoughts, his everything...juz not wad a normal person would do in his or her everyday life..

My twisted ankle is getting better, went to the physician today, the way she's rubbed my foot, my tears almost couldnt control themselves..but i managed to control them :)

Getting back my human resource paper back tmr, i hope it would be better dan my organizational behavior..
God please help me...

2006-07-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been bad..really bad...ok, let's start from sat..

I went to HDB hub to ''study'' wif kaisong and jillian on sat..we were suppose to really study as jillian and i had test really soon..but i dunno why i neva seem to be able to study wif her..probably it's when we're together we're always looking for fun and nth else. ya, i think dat's the reason :p

Anyway..kaisong left for his dota after lunch..nth stands between him and his dota, haha...dan i went to meet up wif ernest, ervine and yy to see soccer shoes and our team jerseys! ervine brought us to his fren's shop..omg..the best deal i ever seen...jersey, wif printing, wif shorts and soccer socks, onli for $30 !! i've decided to get that for the team, so i'll be bringing the boys down this coming sunday to finalise everything..

When i got hm, there was no one around, so i watched tv the whole night, not even bothering to study at all thinking at i'm some pro like dat...exams on monday and tuesday yet i'm still relaxing...after tv, the soccer match wif the uncles was all dat was in my mind...i'll leading the team the next day, for the first time, haha, the feeling's really great :)

And Sunday came..shucks man, had to wake up really really early, the earliest i've ever woken up since sec sch days.. 5.50 in the morning!!! argh!!! but i felt superb when i woke up, not a slight bit of tireness...and i think i know why..coz it's for soccer!! not sch!!! not wake up to study for exams!! soccer! and captaining the boys for the first time..

So, we headed down to marina to had our match.. darn, i thought it would be mostly uncles, but i was totally wrong, the ''uncles'' were mostly church guys who were juz a few yrs older dan us..onli 2 or 3 of them were really uncles...as i said in my previous entry, we're gonna kick their ass!!! haha, but sadly, we didnt...we only won them 2-1....it was a little disappointing, we played well, retained quite a bit of possesion, knocked the ball around but we failed to convert goals out of all our bloody efforts!!

After the match...we kicked a few balls around, juz for fun...and i was unlucky, i twisted my ankle!! of all times, must injure myself now, how dumb can i get...hai..

Went back hm feeling a little sad, stupid ankle!!! church service was at 5 so i slept for a while when i got hm..woke up in a daze and quickly rushed to church for the service, dinner was at abt 7 plus, my family shared table wif brandon's family, wif cong kai's family juz on the next table and wen xin's family opposite our tables...gosh, i cant stop looking at her cousin, she's seems, nice, quiet, gentle and sweet sort of girl..though her hm town is in malaysia, i guess it's kuching, and she's 23 this yr, i think....i think..i think...i should at least make frens wif her, wahaha :p

The whole week, no panic at all for monday and tuesday's exam...until sunday night!!! shit...i went hm so tired on sunday night dat i barely studied at all...telling myself it's ok, i'll wake up tmr morning to read through..dan on monday morning when i finally started reading through, i realised there were lots of stuff to read and remember, how dead can i be...damn it

Dragged my darn ankle to sch...sat for the exam wif no confidence at all...couldnt really do the MCQ and the essay was even worst...dint even know wad it was asking for so i juz bullshit my way through..felt so so so terrible when i came out of the exam room, so i went straight hm without uttering a word to anyone along the way...

Wad a bad way to start the week.. :( :(

2006-07-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Alright, today can be considered the best day of the week.. it was raining like mad early this morning when i woke up at 9, so i decided to msg my boss and tell her i'm only goin to work when the rain subsides..and she say no problem..man, she's the best boss i ever had, actually the only boss i had..haha..anyway, becoz of the heavy rain, i decided to slp a little more..finally when i woke up abt 10.30, it was sunny, so i got out of bed, washed up and prepared to head to work.

Juz as i walked out of the house, it's started pouring again...wth...rain then sunny dan rain again..not like it's within 10 hrs or smth...it's onli a time span of abt 2 hrs? so i decided to take a cab to work, which cost onli $2 plus, coz it's really near, AIA buiding, juz one left turn and i'm there.

K, that was the intro, here's te real nice part of the day...i walked into the office and opened the rm door..on the table, other dan work which i'm suppose to clear, i see my pay..Boss trusts me so much dat she juz puts $100 on the table and ask me to take wadever amt that i'm suppose to take for my pay, and of coz i took wad i earned and place the change back there...

Yea!! I'm all alone in the office wif Karol..but of coz i concentrated on my work, didnt keep glancing at her or anything... and after such a long wait, it was finally lunch time!! lunch wif her, juz me and her..wahaha..seeing that no one's around, we agreed to hav a longer lunch..

So we left the office at 1pm...we took a slow walk to Anchorpoint and had lunch at Secret Recipe and then ice cream at Hagen Daz.. lunch was a bomb already, i was feeling the pain in my heart and i guessed she could sense it..darn it, wad a failure i was....so in the end, she paid of the ice cream which cost almost the same as the lunch..failure me, failure me...

But she's a really sociable and easy to get along with person...u can talk abt anything under the sun wif her..it's juz great to be her fren and colleague.. As we chatted and had our slow lunch, we dint even realised it was almost 3 when we got back to the office..if only life was as gd as this everyday..juz enjoying and at the same time doin some work to balance it out..

As exams are coming really soon, i did work till 4pm and stay in the office to study till 6pm when Karol knocks off and i'll go for dinner wif ck, yy and ks...

Haha, it's really nice juz to hav lunch and knock off togethe wif her, it's a gd feeling...i don like her, but she's juz a pretty flower for me to be gd frens with....hear that anot amenda tan? not everyone is like u..and cute and handsome guys also attack..give them a break!!

After saying bye to the pretty flower, i met up wif ks, and we waited abt 45 mins for yy and ck!! that was damn long..we had chicken rice and beer at Tanglin Halt market went to church to chit chat and juz chill out for a while.. oh ya...and i realised we dint pay for the chicken rice!! haha, save us $10

It's fantastic to hav a life like dat..so relaxing...as long as sch isnt stressing me out, i think everything's gonna be fine :)

K, it's time to bathe and wait for tv programme to start..dat's all for today, more stuff coming up tmr..here's a preview......tmr, meeting up wif jillian to study, haha, it's really interesting to hang out wif her..anything can happen...so, let's wait for tmr.... :)

2006-07-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

AIA agents from Ee Sim, tommy, amy and alan's side are away on a trip for i think a week!!
No one in the office except for me and karol!! but of coz a few agents dint go..but it's ok, coz agents arent in the office at all times, and sometimes don even come into the office at all..

Wahaha, it's juz me and karol and the office. Me and the pretty secretary..she's got really nice eyes, like those of a cat..so freaking charming! cant take my eyes off her..But i always got sch, so can only can work in the morning, except for fridays..so i guess i can get to have lunch wif her tmr....
Juz the 2 of us.. how nice is dat.. :)

But on the side of my life which is sch..went hm wif jillian again today...at first when i started goin hm wif her, it seems really cool, we talked, we laughed and juz speak wadever dat comes to our mind and everything under the sun..but after a couple of months, i guess it doesnt seem dat cool anymore, now everything under the sun includes cursing and swearing words, though it's juz for fun, but things have changed a little.
maybe we're juz overly comfortable wif each other, haha...

And on the study side, today i finally presented my first article of the semester!! but other dan dat nth seems to be picking up..exams are on monday and tuesday but i havent really started any revision....8 chapters each for both human resource and organizational behavior...and dat amounts to 400 pgs!!! and all my mind is thinking abt now are all modes of relaxation...tv, computer, chatting on the phone, soccer and other forms of games...someone wake me up!!! please!!!

Speaking of soccer...i'm really excited abt the match we're gonna play a friendly match wif the church uncles on sunday morning..the last time we played wif them, we got OWNED...wth...i don believe that we, the QCMC soccer boys would lose to a bunch of 30 to 40 yr olds, lol, but that was more dan a yr ago...now, we all hav improved in every way..we hav been playing more often, so we're damn ready. Their old, movement should be slower by now, playing style MIGHT be even more old fashioned, everything might be juz slowing down, so i suggest we play passing, build up confidence, gain possesion...and make them run around till their lungs burst and stamina fails them! and then we'll kick their ass off the field and beat the shit out of them...and we will laugh and laugh and laugh but quietly in our hearts, wahahahaha.....

Oh ya one last thing...anyone has any korean, jap or hong kong movies? romance, action or wadever..i wanna borrow..contact me if u hav..thanks :)

2006-07-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

Life's really boring. wake up, go sch, daydream in sch, come hm, use com, watch tv, sleep, dan wake up and go to sch again..or..wake up early, go to work, go to sch and daydream even more, come hm even more tired, watch tv, use com, sleep and wake up again...argh!! weekdays can be really boring...how i wish there were more days like the weekends, whereby i'm in control for almost the whole day.

Today, ok, at least there was smth different. i went for eye checkup at the hospital. And i think i really like hospitals, pretty doctors, pretty nurses, and also some pretty patients around. And the great thing is..all the staff seem so nice..doctors and nurses smile and smile and smile, no matter how many times u look at them or walk past them..the feeling's juz great..

And of coz...after the hospital visit, life's back to normal..totally boring..went to sch for human resource class..though it's interesting and all dat, but my attention span sucks..i can sit there and be really attentive for 15 -20 mins and can daydream for the next 1/2 hr or so. Worse still, everyone in class seem to presenting articles every lesson, i havent even spoken a word yet in class to the lecturer.. screwed man... guess i hav to find my damn article really soon if not i wont get participation marks.

if i don talk to u, issit u wont bother to even start any conversation?
it's getting more and more depressing..

2006-07-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

Finally checked my grades after so so so long....everything just sucks, B- for managerial accounting and surprising a B for business statistics. I think something went totally wrong for my final paper for acct.

Sch's bad..i cant seem to concentrate for more than half an hr. And each lecture is abt 3 hr plus!!! argh!! at this rate i would do worse for my current 2 modules. i need motivation to study, all i do at hm is to watch tv, use com, slack around, eat and slp...wad a life of a pig, haha

someone pls motivate me, i really need help

boring sunday

2006-07-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

hai, today's one of the most boring sundays. Went to church, and it was lesson today. ok, not say the lesson's boring, but there are many things dat beats having lessons. Had lunch wif the rest of the guys at Tanglin Halt, so long didnt eat there already, coz for the past one month or so, we would be hanging out wif the noisy girls at tiong bahru, having lunch and juz killing time.

And after lunch was worse.. we juz went back to church, sat around for a while and all of us headed back hm.

boring, boring boring.....i need excitement...

i feel dat ur making use of me...ur onli talking to me either when ur bored or when u need help in studies.
why cant u juz care a little more?

wad is this??

2006-07-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

wah seh!!! wad on earth is this? a blog?! neva in my life have i tried this shit..hmm, seems quite fun, but i'm damn noob when it comes to this...so far, my sister has been helping me uptil now. This is how useless i can get, haha...i know nth at all!!! :p :p :p :p noob elton.